02-15-2017, 07:19 PM
Ok so I really feel like DMSI is causing some huge waves in my life. I've had 3 girls directly tell me they like me with minimal effort on my part. One of them even went so far as to visit me at work. I haven't acted on any because I'm still with my gf. Also my ex contacted me asking if we could be friends. I didn't respond because that's a grey are for me. So that window has probably closed.
On the healing side I feel like DMSI is regressing me through my past to deal with my issues. Lately I've been dreaming about the school I dropped out of. I've always had shame about that. In my dreams I'm going there again and finishing the program. I've had multiple dreams about it. When I think about doing that in real life I feel optimistic about it. But I don't know if my family would approve of me going back to school. I'm getting old enough and I've spent a lot of time and money in school already.
Although I've been getting the feeling to just go for it regardless if they support me. I've got to plan this out first before I make any major decisions. But all that aside I like what DMSI is doing for me
On the healing side I feel like DMSI is regressing me through my past to deal with my issues. Lately I've been dreaming about the school I dropped out of. I've always had shame about that. In my dreams I'm going there again and finishing the program. I've had multiple dreams about it. When I think about doing that in real life I feel optimistic about it. But I don't know if my family would approve of me going back to school. I'm getting old enough and I've spent a lot of time and money in school already.
Although I've been getting the feeling to just go for it regardless if they support me. I've got to plan this out first before I make any major decisions. But all that aside I like what DMSI is doing for me