Day 19
It's 1:43am and I fapped after 4 days of NoFap. I really don't know why I fapped. I guess I should have seen it coming. I guess I was feeling depressed and wanted an escape. Idk but I wasn't in the mood to fap. I Guess I did it just to escape the sadness or whatever it is, cause I really didn't enjoy it..
Realisation : Nothing goes according to a plan,you will slip, stumble and fall. This is the universe's/God's (whatever you wanna call it) way of making u learn about things you might not even be aware off.... So stop crying about stuff that it didn't go as planned.
Time is 8:26 pm
Man Listening to sub for 18 hours a day made me really tired I slept for like 12 houts and woke up at 4pm. I just drqnk Chocololate MilkShake and roam around the house and then took cold shower.(I am never gonna leave this cold shower thing ever again)...After that I went out to My Cellular operator store to get a new sim..I feel as if people are helping me out of respect but i feel stupid..
Dream: I dreamt that I was a little kindergarten kid and was happily playing with my friends. I was so innocent and full of positive emotions and no worry and I was smiling as if I was the happiest kid in the world.. I was watching this a third person view.
I saw that there was this satellite which was tracking me but I felt as if the satellite was from another planet..It's like they or whoever was tracking me through a satellite, considered me a threat to them in future so their plan was to make me weak emotionally and mentally so that I cannot reach my full potential.. I mean they feared me.. and we're tracking me and were afraid of my existence.
It's 1:43am and I fapped after 4 days of NoFap. I really don't know why I fapped. I guess I should have seen it coming. I guess I was feeling depressed and wanted an escape. Idk but I wasn't in the mood to fap. I Guess I did it just to escape the sadness or whatever it is, cause I really didn't enjoy it..
Realisation : Nothing goes according to a plan,you will slip, stumble and fall. This is the universe's/God's (whatever you wanna call it) way of making u learn about things you might not even be aware off.... So stop crying about stuff that it didn't go as planned.
Time is 8:26 pm
Man Listening to sub for 18 hours a day made me really tired I slept for like 12 houts and woke up at 4pm. I just drqnk Chocololate MilkShake and roam around the house and then took cold shower.(I am never gonna leave this cold shower thing ever again)...After that I went out to My Cellular operator store to get a new sim..I feel as if people are helping me out of respect but i feel stupid..
Dream: I dreamt that I was a little kindergarten kid and was happily playing with my friends. I was so innocent and full of positive emotions and no worry and I was smiling as if I was the happiest kid in the world.. I was watching this a third person view.
I saw that there was this satellite which was tracking me but I felt as if the satellite was from another planet..It's like they or whoever was tracking me through a satellite, considered me a threat to them in future so their plan was to make me weak emotionally and mentally so that I cannot reach my full potential.. I mean they feared me.. and we're tracking me and were afraid of my existence.
