Woke up and found out that some guests have come to visit. I really hate them cause they talk so loud and talk about stupid-shit. So I went back to my bed and acted as if I was sleeping so that when they come in my room they wont disturb me ...
But then slowly and slowly my sexual urges began to rise and I realised that I am trying to escape from this situation. I went to bathroom and began my session to fap,but still I kept hearing their voices and suddenly my urges transformed into anger and I was like "Fuck This".So I decided that I am gonna take a Cold Shower and then will go and meet them... That was the plan actually.. when I came out of shower. They were long gone...Now I am at peace...
Conclusion: I am still afraid of socializing or maybe I hate stupid people
But then slowly and slowly my sexual urges began to rise and I realised that I am trying to escape from this situation. I went to bathroom and began my session to fap,but still I kept hearing their voices and suddenly my urges transformed into anger and I was like "Fuck This".So I decided that I am gonna take a Cold Shower and then will go and meet them... That was the plan actually.. when I came out of shower. They were long gone...Now I am at peace...
Conclusion: I am still afraid of socializing or maybe I hate stupid people
