Im scared. I dont want to be always this hardened. These walls. I want to be connected with my soft side. Tears rolling. I finally break. Guess thats it. Im scared shitless to be vulnerable and allow to be cared for, to an extent of caring for myself aswell, honouring. Im scared shutless to show it. Like an ingrained belief of being weak yet deep down I want to be loved, cared for. Touching on this kid version of myself. Its throwing me in a loop.
Edit: I feel lighter instantly.
Edit: I feel lighter instantly.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
