02-05-2017, 12:35 PM
I would like to point out to you that there is no such thing as a "needy alpha". That's not alpha. needy is ALWAYS beta or lower. No exceptions. Alpha is not needy because alpha provides for the self through the self.
Second, very good idea to get away from your mother if that's how she thinks, acts and treats you. You're going to have a hard time replacing that programming until you do, because she will just keep triggering it to regenerate whenever she says or does the right thing. My mother did the same thing to me, she trained me to feel guilty whenever she gave me a certain look, and in feeling guilty, I would give guilty body language, which she would of course interpret as me being guilty, and then she would act as if I was guilty. I knew when she gave me that look, I was guilty regardless of what I had done, and that triggered the guilty body language and feelings after a while.
DMSI 3.0.1-A can deal with all of those issues already, but you're going to have a LONG road ahead of you unless you get away from the cause of it in order to do your growth and transformation without having it constantly being regenerated.
Second, very good idea to get away from your mother if that's how she thinks, acts and treats you. You're going to have a hard time replacing that programming until you do, because she will just keep triggering it to regenerate whenever she says or does the right thing. My mother did the same thing to me, she trained me to feel guilty whenever she gave me a certain look, and in feeling guilty, I would give guilty body language, which she would of course interpret as me being guilty, and then she would act as if I was guilty. I knew when she gave me that look, I was guilty regardless of what I had done, and that triggered the guilty body language and feelings after a while.
DMSI 3.0.1-A can deal with all of those issues already, but you're going to have a LONG road ahead of you unless you get away from the cause of it in order to do your growth and transformation without having it constantly being regenerated.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
