Massive euphoria and sleepiness hit me like a truck. Cery good. Feeling strongly upgrading and even stronger clarity. This is huge and feel seduction is internal and disembodied in this way. Not exactly state transferance but an primal animalistic magnetism. Very strong liberation on this stage and it only gets more and more strongly including some pure internal drive around it all as if having everything fixed. Curious as to how Alpha someone can get through these subs. The euphoria and sleepiness overwhelmed me a bit like some sort of ecstatic inter-sex state.
ION: some girl messaged me online with the sentence of 'you are making me curious'. Can ask her pretty direct what makes her curious in a slight sexual way to get her fantasy go running yet simultaneously I'm in a tiny bit of doubt. I do prefer offline stuff, hooking in on vibe and stuff. Big change in mindset and internal state for me as being driven by some primal mode. Nothing to lose and not that invested at all at this point. Older, around 30 while In 27. At the same time feeling very much 'in my own world' and even gentleman-ish in how I carry myself? Wtf.
Im discovering myself on this sub like some shamanic therapeutic trip as if the world is a whole new adventure. Its beautiful. So many new inspirations and ideas which already is enough reason to run this sub.
ION: some girl messaged me online with the sentence of 'you are making me curious'. Can ask her pretty direct what makes her curious in a slight sexual way to get her fantasy go running yet simultaneously I'm in a tiny bit of doubt. I do prefer offline stuff, hooking in on vibe and stuff. Big change in mindset and internal state for me as being driven by some primal mode. Nothing to lose and not that invested at all at this point. Older, around 30 while In 27. At the same time feeling very much 'in my own world' and even gentleman-ish in how I carry myself? Wtf.
Im discovering myself on this sub like some shamanic therapeutic trip as if the world is a whole new adventure. Its beautiful. So many new inspirations and ideas which already is enough reason to run this sub.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
