Stage 5 is pretty amazing so far. Really want to wear some Allen edmonds boots, dressing in layers, cardigans, having accesories to wear that tell a story. I do experience way more libertion and freedom aswell in my own skills, personality and complex-ness. I do encounter what I call "compartimalization, meaning, I have have incongrugent interests going on which can put me off balance, including fashion. Financial wise, there has been a shift to skills. I still do care about money and the such and love it, welcome it, which is also a pretty strong attitude shift, but what I do crave is freedom in all ways. freedom to experience, explore, live and taste.
Going back to more healthy food. Tbh, my hunger has increased strongly like there is no tommorw at times. Im talking about fishoil caps, tea, organic stuff, stuff that actually has lived instead of so much processed. Now, I can see how the market does play on these needs, as this is my vision aswell as of late, seeing the nitty gritty behind the movement and current as to why it takes place, understanding the dynamics of supply and demand, the models, and how needs can be atually created and introduced. Its all big business and its overwhelming me a bit. What I also experience is the inner support system from within myself, like, there can be love goggles without self betrayal, rather more of a kinship and understandign bonding. its like all my hate is dissipating in a way an takes place for passion, thriving, living and fun. confidence and upliftings like bootstraps.
I keep being hit with inspiration lots this stage. many shitfs. Also, many things are coming together this stage already nicely and clearly, insight is pretty strong.
Focus, set goal, attain that goal, even now im getting the 5 year plan which was unthinkable before for me and made me feel clueless.
also, fuck all who speak negative about age and the such, I myself am 27 and tbf, Im young and the world is open before me.
Going back to more healthy food. Tbh, my hunger has increased strongly like there is no tommorw at times. Im talking about fishoil caps, tea, organic stuff, stuff that actually has lived instead of so much processed. Now, I can see how the market does play on these needs, as this is my vision aswell as of late, seeing the nitty gritty behind the movement and current as to why it takes place, understanding the dynamics of supply and demand, the models, and how needs can be atually created and introduced. Its all big business and its overwhelming me a bit. What I also experience is the inner support system from within myself, like, there can be love goggles without self betrayal, rather more of a kinship and understandign bonding. its like all my hate is dissipating in a way an takes place for passion, thriving, living and fun. confidence and upliftings like bootstraps.
I keep being hit with inspiration lots this stage. many shitfs. Also, many things are coming together this stage already nicely and clearly, insight is pretty strong.
Focus, set goal, attain that goal, even now im getting the 5 year plan which was unthinkable before for me and made me feel clueless.
also, fuck all who speak negative about age and the such, I myself am 27 and tbf, Im young and the world is open before me.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
