01-13-2017, 10:14 AM
Since last night my body feels completely charged. Its like a electric current and surge flooding through my body with my root chackra being very active. It comes with lots of confusion and even feelings of feeling completely weird. I have no clue what this means or what it is, only that it sets things off balance and split. Sleep is also more turbulent and chaotic. Sexual activity is pretty much ramped up with hard ons as a result. I really am done thinking about it and really just want to do its thing. It seems to be having some roots of fears but I feel very much confused of who I am.
Highly sensitive in stimuli and in the seduction atea. As soon as I feel a spark of interest everything floods over till the point of slight nausea and male dominant agression aswell as nsfm kind of thought tracks with perfect execution.
I also have fullblown flashbacks and memory revisiting. Im quickly collecting my childhood in full experience effect, euphoria and awe. Reliving it and getting in touch with my emotions.
I feel slightly dissapointed in myself like I can do better, more and be even higher thriving. Sore spot currently. Touching this spot as I speak.
More annoyed with scarcity propaganda of people like its fucking stupid to hear abput it and dont want to hear about their oblivious pushing of the cycle. Disonnect.
Let no women be at your level.
I have no fucking clue what is happening, nor any opinion or whatsoever about it or even what and how I feel about this.
I feel charged as fuck in my root area. Wtf. Im so confused and riled up right now its not even funny. Dissociated even in some way like it all feels unreal.
Visions popping up of having multiple places around the world. Shore houses, wellnesscentres. Yet at the same time Im more minimalistic. Did I want lots of clothes before. Now its functional. Its not excluding eachother. Its a shift in my mindset. Abundance. So I might've have multiple businesses and having this empire, also I might aswell live minimalistic. Its mindset, mission and vision in my case. Riding the creative currents of being a creator and living as the architect.
Also, dont be so G*DDAMN TENSE. Its all well in this. Relief. Breakthrough once again.
Highly sensitive in stimuli and in the seduction atea. As soon as I feel a spark of interest everything floods over till the point of slight nausea and male dominant agression aswell as nsfm kind of thought tracks with perfect execution.
I also have fullblown flashbacks and memory revisiting. Im quickly collecting my childhood in full experience effect, euphoria and awe. Reliving it and getting in touch with my emotions.
I feel slightly dissapointed in myself like I can do better, more and be even higher thriving. Sore spot currently. Touching this spot as I speak.
More annoyed with scarcity propaganda of people like its fucking stupid to hear abput it and dont want to hear about their oblivious pushing of the cycle. Disonnect.
Let no women be at your level.
I have no fucking clue what is happening, nor any opinion or whatsoever about it or even what and how I feel about this.
I feel charged as fuck in my root area. Wtf. Im so confused and riled up right now its not even funny. Dissociated even in some way like it all feels unreal.
Visions popping up of having multiple places around the world. Shore houses, wellnesscentres. Yet at the same time Im more minimalistic. Did I want lots of clothes before. Now its functional. Its not excluding eachother. Its a shift in my mindset. Abundance. So I might've have multiple businesses and having this empire, also I might aswell live minimalistic. Its mindset, mission and vision in my case. Riding the creative currents of being a creator and living as the architect.
Also, dont be so G*DDAMN TENSE. Its all well in this. Relief. Breakthrough once again.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
