01-12-2017, 12:44 PM
Day 28
Quitted smoking since yesterday, lots seem to surface including some strong feeling of sadness and light elation feelings. Sexual department seems aswell being targeted as im at times very one track minded, easily aroused and shift into state with total absence of what could be there, yet rather more of an 'lets fuck, you know whats up' vibe, highly seductive sexual charged. Its almost like a movie lmao, very outcome independent and rather enjoying the process. I subcobsciously seal the deal by assuming succes as some sort of modus operandi sucking her right in my frame. Seducing animalistic sex is a great thing and im getting dominant pretty quickly. Last few days my mind fills with it pretty quick.
Other side i feel totally shitty and kind of pissy. Its like moodswings but almost 2 separated worlds. There are many areas in my life in aware off and it does atm feel like much, overwhelmed, lost and slightly directionless. I want to get shit done and yet I still procrastinate like some seprated entity interfering. Makes sense as to how the sub works for me at times.
Quitted smoking since yesterday, lots seem to surface including some strong feeling of sadness and light elation feelings. Sexual department seems aswell being targeted as im at times very one track minded, easily aroused and shift into state with total absence of what could be there, yet rather more of an 'lets fuck, you know whats up' vibe, highly seductive sexual charged. Its almost like a movie lmao, very outcome independent and rather enjoying the process. I subcobsciously seal the deal by assuming succes as some sort of modus operandi sucking her right in my frame. Seducing animalistic sex is a great thing and im getting dominant pretty quickly. Last few days my mind fills with it pretty quick.
Other side i feel totally shitty and kind of pissy. Its like moodswings but almost 2 separated worlds. There are many areas in my life in aware off and it does atm feel like much, overwhelmed, lost and slightly directionless. I want to get shit done and yet I still procrastinate like some seprated entity interfering. Makes sense as to how the sub works for me at times.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
