day 15
+ targeting inhibitions
+ book from daniel rose which Im currently reading amplifies my vibe extremely. its strong stuff and sheds light what comes natural to me, yet its pretty much usefull and helpfull in this.\
+ targeting more fears, realizing I am the centre and it comes form within, succesfull mindset increases and all areas to be covered.
+ drive is getting more and more intense
+ cleaning up my home, wanting it to have optimal decoration for any situation, including some wall decoration and somewhat stimulating my mind
+ social increasing, find myself talking more often about personal coaching, be the cause, not the effect, making it a habit to open people, the edge to cross over is a mental one, and is tiny.making it more of a habit as of late, blow outs dont registrate much at all.
+ improvizing through experience, growing and developing my game through experimentation. Im naturally seeking more and more experiences and challenging myself.
+ getting more and more dominant
+ still notice smiling and nice guy stuff like some sort of string puppet habit, fuck that shit, smile because it will be default mode, yet also realize now, non smiling and relaxed face can cause hypnotic responses. my eyes feel hypnotic, when eyes lock its a done deal.
still on nofap, again gravitation to the dominance-submission role play, almost fifty shades of grey stuff, yet notice also how this is my natural being and brings back bedding with my last experience in it, in which i became natural dominant and "hacked`her so to speak. currently reading into emotional effects and how being business succesfull doesnt exclude being a sexual man, with power in demand.
Own from the very start yet aloof in ways. I can write lots about this thin line, about playfullness and being disinterested presentation only to unpredictable come back.
Shimmers of full potential but some shackles/limiting beliefs seem to hold still. Self mastery.another area being targeted as of now.
+ targeting inhibitions
+ book from daniel rose which Im currently reading amplifies my vibe extremely. its strong stuff and sheds light what comes natural to me, yet its pretty much usefull and helpfull in this.\
+ targeting more fears, realizing I am the centre and it comes form within, succesfull mindset increases and all areas to be covered.
+ drive is getting more and more intense
+ cleaning up my home, wanting it to have optimal decoration for any situation, including some wall decoration and somewhat stimulating my mind
+ social increasing, find myself talking more often about personal coaching, be the cause, not the effect, making it a habit to open people, the edge to cross over is a mental one, and is tiny.making it more of a habit as of late, blow outs dont registrate much at all.
+ improvizing through experience, growing and developing my game through experimentation. Im naturally seeking more and more experiences and challenging myself.
+ getting more and more dominant
+ still notice smiling and nice guy stuff like some sort of string puppet habit, fuck that shit, smile because it will be default mode, yet also realize now, non smiling and relaxed face can cause hypnotic responses. my eyes feel hypnotic, when eyes lock its a done deal.
still on nofap, again gravitation to the dominance-submission role play, almost fifty shades of grey stuff, yet notice also how this is my natural being and brings back bedding with my last experience in it, in which i became natural dominant and "hacked`her so to speak. currently reading into emotional effects and how being business succesfull doesnt exclude being a sexual man, with power in demand.
Own from the very start yet aloof in ways. I can write lots about this thin line, about playfullness and being disinterested presentation only to unpredictable come back.
Shimmers of full potential but some shackles/limiting beliefs seem to hold still. Self mastery.another area being targeted as of now.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
