11-30-2016, 12:36 PM
Day 16
Starting to break more away from structures inside and more dominant sexual. When rocking a girls world she becomes obsessed with your dick. As it should be. Authoritarian dominant traits start to shine through with a very forcefull sense of power which give a slight tense facial expression. Empathizing on clothing better. Going out no big deal. Entitlement begins to shine through aswell and able to just adopt anything including some matador game yet the sub itself is enough like it has some sense of 'purity' to it to the concept of alpha. Less shunning violence if it will occur all part of it while physical defense was shunned before due to trauma. I can see some over the edge going with this in becoming someone picking fights and what not like some catch up process but release and embrace is what im going with for now. Annoyed and iritated.
Creating myself in a sexual light. No fap again day 2.
Self image of being a king with a dark twist of badboy antisocial hints and doing whatever the fuck i want to do including mission and inspiration. Sharp sense.
Starting to break more away from structures inside and more dominant sexual. When rocking a girls world she becomes obsessed with your dick. As it should be. Authoritarian dominant traits start to shine through with a very forcefull sense of power which give a slight tense facial expression. Empathizing on clothing better. Going out no big deal. Entitlement begins to shine through aswell and able to just adopt anything including some matador game yet the sub itself is enough like it has some sense of 'purity' to it to the concept of alpha. Less shunning violence if it will occur all part of it while physical defense was shunned before due to trauma. I can see some over the edge going with this in becoming someone picking fights and what not like some catch up process but release and embrace is what im going with for now. Annoyed and iritated.
Creating myself in a sexual light. No fap again day 2.
Self image of being a king with a dark twist of badboy antisocial hints and doing whatever the fuck i want to do including mission and inspiration. Sharp sense.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
