(10-21-2016, 05:37 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote: Porn always gives me a boost for doing sales oddly. Days where I don't look at porn I got no mojo and can't stand people.
I think I'm Bizzarro. lol.
That happened to me a lot, bud.
It took a long time to break the hold it had on me.
Actually, I read the material from Dr. Wilson on that life-changing site, actually due to a link posted HERE. I realised I had many of the issues he spoke of for awhile, but didn't know why or that they were all connected. Only after applying myself, and abstaining for a long period of time, did I truly SEE what it was doing to me and in such a large scale. A lot of my views of women were unhealthy and terrible, too, and those have been changed as well. Alongside the problems I mentioned earlier. I now feel compelled to tell as many guys about it as I can, because I know how damaging it truly is and have come back, almost fully now, from the dark abyss, lol.
Here is the link posted here (thank you SO much to whoever that beast is who did it the name escapes me now) that changed everything for me for anyone who is willing to watch from Dr. Wilson: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU
EDIT: Ideally Maxx, you don't want any porn. Pictures are FAR less damaging than HD streaming video of crazy, insane kinky shit going on WAY outside normal sexual reality. But still, once you break the chain of addiction, it won't have a hold on you anymore. Porn doesn't interest me now, I think it's boring and lame to watch some other dude slam a hot girl, I've beaten it, I'd rather BE that guy now instead of creepily watch some dude get laid. That's what porn is, reframe it to that, would you want to go watch a guy in person get laid? Gross. The only drawback is, it takes a LONG time for porn addictions to wither and for you to start getting back to normal. Even now, after 496 days, I at best get a slight twitch from my member when I'm around a girl I really like, not exactly a full erection. It all depends on how often you've watched, how long, how far removed from normal sexual reality the porn is, and a RNG of how well you heal from it's effects after stopping. Some guys, several months, others have taken up to 2 years if they started real young and have no real sexual experience, like me.
