day 9
went to get a new haircut. I swear the girl I had a crush on before some years ago had a deeper breathing when she went about it. interest and such, smiles and very responsive, eye contact and interacting with the environment. wonder how she would react on pheromones. No fear. very comfortable in public when getting something to eat. talking with some other people and some guy did respond when I finished pretty enthousiastic. Im starting to feel my actual high status and pretty much solidity about this.
No longer seems to, just direct acceptation.
having feelings of being a beast, alpha and badboy. Some guy at the gym seemed to try to amog me but I was just checking in and went on with it, simple multiple engagement without effort, as if it didnt register. pretty strong shield mechanism or something while yet being real.
went to get a new haircut. I swear the girl I had a crush on before some years ago had a deeper breathing when she went about it. interest and such, smiles and very responsive, eye contact and interacting with the environment. wonder how she would react on pheromones. No fear. very comfortable in public when getting something to eat. talking with some other people and some guy did respond when I finished pretty enthousiastic. Im starting to feel my actual high status and pretty much solidity about this.
No longer seems to, just direct acceptation.
having feelings of being a beast, alpha and badboy. Some guy at the gym seemed to try to amog me but I was just checking in and went on with it, simple multiple engagement without effort, as if it didnt register. pretty strong shield mechanism or something while yet being real.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
