Well this is it. Today is my last planned day for E2. I've ran it for about a total of 7.5 months.
Funny enough, my creativity was flowing from me yesterday when I had a project to finish up and turn in. I had little problem just putting my thoughts on paper, which was a surprise for me. Especially considering how yesterday I got a higher number of hours in.
I'll admit, I went ham on porn for a little bit. As I've already said, my sex drive is high. I only watch porn once a week, no more than twice and even after I'm done, I still have sex dreams at night. Crazy. If this is some kind of "emotional" thing (doubt it, it's simply sex drive) then I'm sure DMSI 2.4 will handle it.
Also, I've been in a pretty okay mood for the past few days. Maybe masked solo was always the best choice for me with this sub.
I've been sticking to my short workouts every day. Only a couple of times did I forget/time things wrong and was unable to do them. Today, however, I'm taking a rest day because I feel my body needs to recover.
Oh yeah, I think some random girl smiled and waved to me as we crossed the street going in opposite directions. I really wasn't sure. I just smiled and a few seconds later turned around to look. There were 2 people walking on the other side but I didn't think to watch to see if she was going towards either of them. But at this point, I'm thinking it was me.
Other News
I'm super excited reading other's experiences with 2.4's healing. It seems like even though it's all focused on achieving the program goals, it still noticeably affects other parts of life, which is great.
I woke up late today so I'm gonna run E2 for a few hours and then stop.
I had a little bit of time to finally play FNAF Sister Location. Maybe it's because of how long I ran this program or that I'm just used to FNAF games, but I'm never feel afraid playing it. I get startled for a second when an unpredicted jumpscare happens, but not scared.
Funny enough, my creativity was flowing from me yesterday when I had a project to finish up and turn in. I had little problem just putting my thoughts on paper, which was a surprise for me. Especially considering how yesterday I got a higher number of hours in.
I'll admit, I went ham on porn for a little bit. As I've already said, my sex drive is high. I only watch porn once a week, no more than twice and even after I'm done, I still have sex dreams at night. Crazy. If this is some kind of "emotional" thing (doubt it, it's simply sex drive) then I'm sure DMSI 2.4 will handle it.
Also, I've been in a pretty okay mood for the past few days. Maybe masked solo was always the best choice for me with this sub.
I've been sticking to my short workouts every day. Only a couple of times did I forget/time things wrong and was unable to do them. Today, however, I'm taking a rest day because I feel my body needs to recover.
Oh yeah, I think some random girl smiled and waved to me as we crossed the street going in opposite directions. I really wasn't sure. I just smiled and a few seconds later turned around to look. There were 2 people walking on the other side but I didn't think to watch to see if she was going towards either of them. But at this point, I'm thinking it was me.
Other News
I'm super excited reading other's experiences with 2.4's healing. It seems like even though it's all focused on achieving the program goals, it still noticeably affects other parts of life, which is great.
I woke up late today so I'm gonna run E2 for a few hours and then stop.
I had a little bit of time to finally play FNAF Sister Location. Maybe it's because of how long I ran this program or that I'm just used to FNAF games, but I'm never feel afraid playing it. I get startled for a second when an unpredicted jumpscare happens, but not scared.
