10-13-2016, 03:59 PM
So guys. Get this. Today was a day of classes, but I actually enjoyed it more than I disliked it! This hasn't happened since the first week of the semester.
I think it's partly because I only did like 2.5 hrs of E2 yesterday instead of my usual 6-7. So today REALLY reminded me of the time back when I was always on point with my game. I had to give a presentation today with my friend I mentioned yesterday. I felt a bit nervous at times because it's mostly me talking and engaging, but afterwards we were told it was the best on yet! Teacher even let us go longer than the standard time since it was so good. I felt good afterwards. It was great!
What's interesting is that I've never been in that flow state of talking to people without feeling a kind of frenetic energy. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoyed the frenetic energy itself as it was like a warmth in my chest. But now for the first time I see that I can be in the flow without emotionally feeling that way. It's great to know.
Honestly, I feel like since I had this experience on the day my hours went lower, it just goes to show that I'm totally ready to move on from E2. I felt less anxious in my first class and did a good presentation in my second. This all happened after getting in less E2 hours. Righteous.
I will, however be finishing off strong with my E2 hours before I stop so that I can get even more processed during my week off. This is great.
Other news
I found it funny that DMSI 2.5 just became available a couple hours ago when it's been uploaded since this morning lol. From Shannon's first post, it sounds like the aura powers up without making the user hungry. Awesome. I will still be sticking with 2.4 however for at least a month.
Living situation should be taken care of soon which is fantastic. Regardless, I still have a bunch of work to do, but at least I'll have an environment conducive to me getting it all done.
I think it's partly because I only did like 2.5 hrs of E2 yesterday instead of my usual 6-7. So today REALLY reminded me of the time back when I was always on point with my game. I had to give a presentation today with my friend I mentioned yesterday. I felt a bit nervous at times because it's mostly me talking and engaging, but afterwards we were told it was the best on yet! Teacher even let us go longer than the standard time since it was so good. I felt good afterwards. It was great!
What's interesting is that I've never been in that flow state of talking to people without feeling a kind of frenetic energy. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoyed the frenetic energy itself as it was like a warmth in my chest. But now for the first time I see that I can be in the flow without emotionally feeling that way. It's great to know.
Honestly, I feel like since I had this experience on the day my hours went lower, it just goes to show that I'm totally ready to move on from E2. I felt less anxious in my first class and did a good presentation in my second. This all happened after getting in less E2 hours. Righteous.
I will, however be finishing off strong with my E2 hours before I stop so that I can get even more processed during my week off. This is great.
Other news
I found it funny that DMSI 2.5 just became available a couple hours ago when it's been uploaded since this morning lol. From Shannon's first post, it sounds like the aura powers up without making the user hungry. Awesome. I will still be sticking with 2.4 however for at least a month.
Living situation should be taken care of soon which is fantastic. Regardless, I still have a bunch of work to do, but at least I'll have an environment conducive to me getting it all done.
