10-06-2016, 01:59 PM
7th MONTH!!!!
Well due to a series of unexpected events (aka the hurricane), I'm now spending time with my family in a safe location. When I found out I was going to be with the family for a while, I had some major resistance. That's much better now though.
I'm still having some kind of resistance dealing with one specific girl and girls in general. It's still about how I haven't had the fun in college that I intended to and I know that time is running out.
For some reason, I've felt compelled to really look at all of my options in terms of mind programming and moving forward to achieve the fun I want in college. In my experience with subliminals, Shannon's goes the deepest. Since I believe that Shannon's subs are the best in the sub industry, I only looked at hypnosis cds. I've had some fast noticeable external results from one hypnosis CD set I used. Since it was noticeable and worked, then I looked into other hypnosis CD's from the better producers in their industry. Not naming any, but I have 6 other options to choose from for achieving success with girls.
Of course, DMSI is my first choice. I will use that first, but if it doesn't produce results for me, then I will be using hypnosis CDs. Regardless, I will accomplish what I intend to.
Really at this point, E2 feels like "How much can you take" instead of "Let me remove the pain". I'm only really sticking with it because I'm consistent.
Today while out at the grocery store and getting stuff I need with my parents, I kept thinking of bending over girls that looked remotely attractive and fucking them. I wanted to grab the big boobs I saw, motorboat them and then titty-fuck. Again, I didn't masturbate to porn for almost two weeks so that may be part of it, but come on E2. Come on. Don't let me feel like fucking this much and not even provide a girl
Other news
I hope Shannon makes a Develop Maximum Sexual and Romantic Irresistibility soon after DMSI is finished. That's what I'd really want because I think it'd allow more flexibility with steering relationships. I just don't want any BS like manifesting girls that find me "romantically irresistible" but not "sexually irresistible". I don't see why adding a line like "the responders feel the same level of romantic feelings as the user" to DMSI would be that bad. No romantic feelings from user? None from responder. Feelings from user? Feelings from responder. But it just seems like it would cause a conflict in the script for whatever reason. If it can "gender neutral" why can't it be "romantically neutral". But whatev.
7 Month Comments!
The post is out of order now, but I just realized today marks my 7th month of using E2! I'm so glad that I somehow had the will to keep with it for this long. Sometimes I wonder if I've really been on it for this long, and yeah I have. Started on March 6th, release date.
So glad I'm 7 months in! This has been a very very slow journey, but here I am. I've been facing stupid thoughts and fears that never consciously came into mind before. It's as annoying as fuck, but just knowing I endured all that shit for all this time I'm glad. That may be a bit masochistic, but whatev. I'm SO ready to get off of this. SO READY.
But it seems like I'm only now just even seeing the energy effects from it. And it's not consistent. There are so many times I think that E2 is just BS, mental masturbation that's not actually going to remove trauma. Either Shannon is good making up stuff to describe the process of E2 or it has been working for me but slowly (which gets on my nerves something fierce). It has to be the latter because of the shared experiences I've had with the other E2 users. This has been such a brutal experience overall with windows of hope every so often. I still have some GSF but it's pretty much just related to my lack of success with girls.
My current plan is to read Reality Transurfing, meditate, and then use DMSI. I really thought about doing 9 months of E2, but no. Fuck that. FUCK THAT! Only 1 more month at most, then I'm done. Last stretch
Well due to a series of unexpected events (aka the hurricane), I'm now spending time with my family in a safe location. When I found out I was going to be with the family for a while, I had some major resistance. That's much better now though.
I'm still having some kind of resistance dealing with one specific girl and girls in general. It's still about how I haven't had the fun in college that I intended to and I know that time is running out.
For some reason, I've felt compelled to really look at all of my options in terms of mind programming and moving forward to achieve the fun I want in college. In my experience with subliminals, Shannon's goes the deepest. Since I believe that Shannon's subs are the best in the sub industry, I only looked at hypnosis cds. I've had some fast noticeable external results from one hypnosis CD set I used. Since it was noticeable and worked, then I looked into other hypnosis CD's from the better producers in their industry. Not naming any, but I have 6 other options to choose from for achieving success with girls.
Of course, DMSI is my first choice. I will use that first, but if it doesn't produce results for me, then I will be using hypnosis CDs. Regardless, I will accomplish what I intend to.
Really at this point, E2 feels like "How much can you take" instead of "Let me remove the pain". I'm only really sticking with it because I'm consistent.
Today while out at the grocery store and getting stuff I need with my parents, I kept thinking of bending over girls that looked remotely attractive and fucking them. I wanted to grab the big boobs I saw, motorboat them and then titty-fuck. Again, I didn't masturbate to porn for almost two weeks so that may be part of it, but come on E2. Come on. Don't let me feel like fucking this much and not even provide a girl
Other news
I hope Shannon makes a Develop Maximum Sexual and Romantic Irresistibility soon after DMSI is finished. That's what I'd really want because I think it'd allow more flexibility with steering relationships. I just don't want any BS like manifesting girls that find me "romantically irresistible" but not "sexually irresistible". I don't see why adding a line like "the responders feel the same level of romantic feelings as the user" to DMSI would be that bad. No romantic feelings from user? None from responder. Feelings from user? Feelings from responder. But it just seems like it would cause a conflict in the script for whatever reason. If it can "gender neutral" why can't it be "romantically neutral". But whatev.
7 Month Comments!
The post is out of order now, but I just realized today marks my 7th month of using E2! I'm so glad that I somehow had the will to keep with it for this long. Sometimes I wonder if I've really been on it for this long, and yeah I have. Started on March 6th, release date.
So glad I'm 7 months in! This has been a very very slow journey, but here I am. I've been facing stupid thoughts and fears that never consciously came into mind before. It's as annoying as fuck, but just knowing I endured all that shit for all this time I'm glad. That may be a bit masochistic, but whatev. I'm SO ready to get off of this. SO READY.
But it seems like I'm only now just even seeing the energy effects from it. And it's not consistent. There are so many times I think that E2 is just BS, mental masturbation that's not actually going to remove trauma. Either Shannon is good making up stuff to describe the process of E2 or it has been working for me but slowly (which gets on my nerves something fierce). It has to be the latter because of the shared experiences I've had with the other E2 users. This has been such a brutal experience overall with windows of hope every so often. I still have some GSF but it's pretty much just related to my lack of success with girls.
My current plan is to read Reality Transurfing, meditate, and then use DMSI. I really thought about doing 9 months of E2, but no. Fuck that. FUCK THAT! Only 1 more month at most, then I'm done. Last stretch
