Today wasn't too bad. I just don't want to live with the guys I'm with right now. I wish they'd get some weed laced with lead or xanax.
I may feel slightly more comfortable in my dance class.
Still very busy.
It was good to see that what Shannon expected E2's energy flooding to do lined up with some of my experiences. I only wonder now what time frame E2's energy flooding was designed to take place in. I've only experienced the effects noticeably within the past month, and it's not even a daily occurrence yet. I have been feeling that feeling of not wanting to get out of the bed. I thought it might just be because of how comfortable my new bed is but I don't feel it every morning, but most I do. Some people called it euphoric, I just think it's really comfortable, like the most comforting thing I feel all day.
Unrelated
Sometimes I read other's experiences with subs like AM and LTU and I wonder how things would be different for me now. Not upset in any way, but I wonder. I know E2 has more powerful tech than those so theoretically I'm on the best possible path.
If Shannon gets 6G to the point that every 6 months of running a sub, whatever it may be, is life changing, I'd be astounded and excited. 6 months is a great benchmark to look at progress in my opinion. A lot can change in 6 months when the effort is put out there. A lot.
Just a random thought. If I stop E2 on my 8th month and I start DMSI, I'll be elated if by V-day I have at least 3 girls to choose from to fuck that day instead of being alone. I'll truly give Shannon props if that happens. I'll probably even let my best friends in on the secret. I might even tell my mom that I've been using subs if that happens lol!
P.S. Forgot to mention this. I did the math and if I had time to go to the gym for 30 min 3 times a week, that'd be 90 minutes a week. I figured out that if I do 13 minutes of intense training a day (just doing bodyweight in my room for time reasons), I can hit 90 minutes a week and it'd be intense whenever I trained. So I made my own workout program suiting my needs and I just did Chest for today. Feelin great
I may feel slightly more comfortable in my dance class.
Still very busy.
It was good to see that what Shannon expected E2's energy flooding to do lined up with some of my experiences. I only wonder now what time frame E2's energy flooding was designed to take place in. I've only experienced the effects noticeably within the past month, and it's not even a daily occurrence yet. I have been feeling that feeling of not wanting to get out of the bed. I thought it might just be because of how comfortable my new bed is but I don't feel it every morning, but most I do. Some people called it euphoric, I just think it's really comfortable, like the most comforting thing I feel all day.
Unrelated
Sometimes I read other's experiences with subs like AM and LTU and I wonder how things would be different for me now. Not upset in any way, but I wonder. I know E2 has more powerful tech than those so theoretically I'm on the best possible path.
If Shannon gets 6G to the point that every 6 months of running a sub, whatever it may be, is life changing, I'd be astounded and excited. 6 months is a great benchmark to look at progress in my opinion. A lot can change in 6 months when the effort is put out there. A lot.
Just a random thought. If I stop E2 on my 8th month and I start DMSI, I'll be elated if by V-day I have at least 3 girls to choose from to fuck that day instead of being alone. I'll truly give Shannon props if that happens. I'll probably even let my best friends in on the secret. I might even tell my mom that I've been using subs if that happens lol!
P.S. Forgot to mention this. I did the math and if I had time to go to the gym for 30 min 3 times a week, that'd be 90 minutes a week. I figured out that if I do 13 minutes of intense training a day (just doing bodyweight in my room for time reasons), I can hit 90 minutes a week and it'd be intense whenever I trained. So I made my own workout program suiting my needs and I just did Chest for today. Feelin great
