Still getting some dreams at night, so I'm assuming I'm still processing stuff.
This may be related to the sub or maybe not. But for the first time in a while, I didn't masturbate to porn this week. The strong urge to watch porn and get off to it wasn't quite there. This may be due to the fact that I took action regarding a girl this week. Before E2, when I first started understanding social dynamics, it was easy for me to stay off of porn because I kept thinking to myself "I'm so close to having sex". It might be the same case now or it may be E2.
What's interesting is how I can dream about slaying vampires, feel pretty much confident in my skills to kill them, but feel scared if I dream about someone pulling a gun on someone I know. Dream me slayed vampires, dream me should be able to handle a single guy with a gun lol
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Since it'll be a little while before DMSI 3.0 is out, I look forward to seeing how much longer 2.4 takes to heal people. It makes sense to me to use the healing version, but what if the one without healing gets results much faster?
I'm sure when 3.0 is released, some people will get the one without healing. What if they get results in a couple weeks while the people on the healing version go on for a whole month healing? I sure don't want it to go that way, but I'm just thinking. If Shannon gets it to the point that he can specify a time frame for the healing (like 2-3 weeks at most) that'd be great!
This may be related to the sub or maybe not. But for the first time in a while, I didn't masturbate to porn this week. The strong urge to watch porn and get off to it wasn't quite there. This may be due to the fact that I took action regarding a girl this week. Before E2, when I first started understanding social dynamics, it was easy for me to stay off of porn because I kept thinking to myself "I'm so close to having sex". It might be the same case now or it may be E2.
What's interesting is how I can dream about slaying vampires, feel pretty much confident in my skills to kill them, but feel scared if I dream about someone pulling a gun on someone I know. Dream me slayed vampires, dream me should be able to handle a single guy with a gun lol
Unrelated
Since it'll be a little while before DMSI 3.0 is out, I look forward to seeing how much longer 2.4 takes to heal people. It makes sense to me to use the healing version, but what if the one without healing gets results much faster?
I'm sure when 3.0 is released, some people will get the one without healing. What if they get results in a couple weeks while the people on the healing version go on for a whole month healing? I sure don't want it to go that way, but I'm just thinking. If Shannon gets it to the point that he can specify a time frame for the healing (like 2-3 weeks at most) that'd be great!
