Thanks for the warm welcome.
Listened to 8hrs I think on FLAC.
I was feeling down a bit today, actually teared up a bit. I was thinking that I don't want to be 40 something by the time I am able to travel all over the world. Did you know you can live quite well on just 400$ a month in the Philippines?
I work for myself now; I was let go from my job at the govt. hated it really. No passion.
Now Im on my own developing what some might think is a niche website. However I have a vision driving me (eliminate technology illiteracy), albeit sometimes its difficult. I want to make youtube videos but I think "whos going to watch me?" "I dont have X equipment" and I start comparing myself.
I have noticed this more, comparisons of me vs other people more successful. Thats usually when I start getting negative and snappy. But the truth is you only see whats on the outside. You have no idea what goes on in a persons mind that got them to that point.
The other thing I wanted to understand/fix about myself is that whenever someone raises their voice, I get nervous. I hate that.
I wanted to write more, but I listened to some uplifting music and I feel alot better.
-Leo
Listened to 8hrs I think on FLAC.
I was feeling down a bit today, actually teared up a bit. I was thinking that I don't want to be 40 something by the time I am able to travel all over the world. Did you know you can live quite well on just 400$ a month in the Philippines?
I work for myself now; I was let go from my job at the govt. hated it really. No passion.
Now Im on my own developing what some might think is a niche website. However I have a vision driving me (eliminate technology illiteracy), albeit sometimes its difficult. I want to make youtube videos but I think "whos going to watch me?" "I dont have X equipment" and I start comparing myself.
I have noticed this more, comparisons of me vs other people more successful. Thats usually when I start getting negative and snappy. But the truth is you only see whats on the outside. You have no idea what goes on in a persons mind that got them to that point.
The other thing I wanted to understand/fix about myself is that whenever someone raises their voice, I get nervous. I hate that.
I wanted to write more, but I listened to some uplifting music and I feel alot better.
-Leo
