09-27-2016, 05:17 PM
Social fluidity and social confidence are still here. Awesome. This has to a surefire sign that E2 is nearing its end for me.
The Bad
I'm still working on accepting feeling as attracted as I am to some girls. It's just that in the past, I've felt weak (vulnerable, susceptible to failure, etc.) when I felt that because things never went well after I felt that.
It also seems like I'm working on not getting upset at myself when I don't take the action I intended on taking.
The Good
Today was alright (could've been better if I had just taken action). It seems like general anxiety is lessening. And as mentioned above, my social fluidity is still present which is awesome.
After class, some girl offered me her soda that we all won in class. I accepted it. A little bit after that she asks me about the thing my group is gonna present for class. I talked to her for a bit since I guess she wanted to but she soon ended with saying that she'll see me next class. Something similar happened yesterday in one of my classes. A girl that I've never talked to before, talked to me and someone else after class asking me about something I had to do in class. Interesting coincidence.
Thoughts
Well, I think I still have a little way to go but I'm on a good track. I just think I need to take action without even thinking about it, without having to use any willpower.
Unrelated
Shannon is finally releasing his fragrances! That's like the biggest news since DMSI. I'm totally looking forward to trying some. Who knows, maybe they'll be even better than pheromones!
The Bad
I'm still working on accepting feeling as attracted as I am to some girls. It's just that in the past, I've felt weak (vulnerable, susceptible to failure, etc.) when I felt that because things never went well after I felt that.
It also seems like I'm working on not getting upset at myself when I don't take the action I intended on taking.
The Good
Today was alright (could've been better if I had just taken action). It seems like general anxiety is lessening. And as mentioned above, my social fluidity is still present which is awesome.
After class, some girl offered me her soda that we all won in class. I accepted it. A little bit after that she asks me about the thing my group is gonna present for class. I talked to her for a bit since I guess she wanted to but she soon ended with saying that she'll see me next class. Something similar happened yesterday in one of my classes. A girl that I've never talked to before, talked to me and someone else after class asking me about something I had to do in class. Interesting coincidence.
Thoughts
Well, I think I still have a little way to go but I'm on a good track. I just think I need to take action without even thinking about it, without having to use any willpower.
Unrelated
Shannon is finally releasing his fragrances! That's like the biggest news since DMSI. I'm totally looking forward to trying some. Who knows, maybe they'll be even better than pheromones!
