09-18-2016, 11:39 AM
I actually feel like my journey with E2 is coming to a close, which is nice. First time I felt that. At this point, I don't think that I have really changed as a person but that I'm better off emotionally now than when I started, which is what I like. I just felt like posting but don't really know exactly what I want to say.
I feel like I'm processing something subconsciously because it feels like there's a bit of resistance in the background.
I just wish that my thinking and processing speed wasn't slowed down. It makes it difficult to get through all the work I have at the moment.
I did a bit of research and I think that in the past I may have subconsciously believed that I wasn't worthy of attractive girls innately or that no one innately see my value without interacting with me. I think those were two major belief issues in the past and it seems like they are being removed.
I feel like I'm processing something subconsciously because it feels like there's a bit of resistance in the background.
I just wish that my thinking and processing speed wasn't slowed down. It makes it difficult to get through all the work I have at the moment.
I did a bit of research and I think that in the past I may have subconsciously believed that I wasn't worthy of attractive girls innately or that no one innately see my value without interacting with me. I think those were two major belief issues in the past and it seems like they are being removed.
