08-29-2016, 01:05 PM
(08-29-2016, 11:21 AM)Bookstacks DC737 Wrote: To add to your theory Chaos the girl I manifested on E2 told me that she's half scared of me, and half not, and she doesn't know which half to believe.
This was a point before I started running DMSI. I explained to her that I come from a family with a lot of domestic violence and I don't know just how much of that is in me that I've yet to experience.
She was happy that I was honest and we moved forward from there.
Since running DMSI she's continually asked me about other women I'm dating and the fear response seems to have become a much stronger concern for her, although she's very happy when I dominate her and take control.
She's not scared of you. She's afraid of losing herself in the process of spending time with you.
Translation: I want you, but I have intimacy issues. And the more I want you, more difficult it is to let you go, but I can't commit either. Because issues.