08-27-2016, 07:28 AM
@chaosvrgn
I've been having moments of anger, but not really anger at any one or anything. More just about "How can this possibly be my life?!" Like I woke up in the wrong alternate reality.
I've had some hesitancy about going out because finding women who might be interested in me seems "statistically low", at least that's what I tell myself. So resistance there I guess. I've also had thoughts like "Why would a woman be interested in me?" More resistance?
I interpret all this as my reality and assumptions of myself are being challenged. Personally, I make myself go out and talk with other people, and I usually start to feel better if I do.
I've been having moments of anger, but not really anger at any one or anything. More just about "How can this possibly be my life?!" Like I woke up in the wrong alternate reality.
I've had some hesitancy about going out because finding women who might be interested in me seems "statistically low", at least that's what I tell myself. So resistance there I guess. I've also had thoughts like "Why would a woman be interested in me?" More resistance?
I interpret all this as my reality and assumptions of myself are being challenged. Personally, I make myself go out and talk with other people, and I usually start to feel better if I do.