08-27-2016, 07:06 AM
Just doing a mental alchemy exercise to see how I felt and what was causing the resistance. Had the following thoughts keep manifesting:
"absolutely worthless"
"no one would love me"
"no woman would want to sleep with me"
"can't stand them, hate them all"
Obviously, the programming is cutting at something VERY deep. I'm torn between canceling my date and just working on my business, because honestly I don't want to be around people feeling like that. Ticking timebomb waiting to explode.
OR
Go out on the date to prove the resistance wrong.
"absolutely worthless"
"no one would love me"
"no woman would want to sleep with me"
"can't stand them, hate them all"
Obviously, the programming is cutting at something VERY deep. I'm torn between canceling my date and just working on my business, because honestly I don't want to be around people feeling like that. Ticking timebomb waiting to explode.
OR
Go out on the date to prove the resistance wrong.
