07-23-2011, 06:19 AM
first day of 5th stage of Alpha. Things are coming around now. I am at peace with the haters in my work now. Everything just seem to flow. Been very much social few days prior to today. I notice that people seem to be puzzled by how dynamic I have been. From being social(with neediness) - withdrawn/irritable - dominant/irritable/withdrawn(all jumbled into one) - still withdrawn but a little social/charismatic/with caged animal syndrome - more charismatic/more sexy/more social/dominance is already in a passive state(comes quite natural for me now). Feels like I'm in my own skin now and I love it! It feels as if everything is surfacing now. During the last 4 stages it was vague, as if I was walking through thick smoke, felt almost like lost. One thing that I do notice that I have lost is my old self. Come to think of it, I don't remember much of what I was 6 months ago. Looking forward to the last days of this set.:-)
365 Days of Success and Luck 
