11-10-2018, 07:05 AM
After 2 or 3 months of E2 with awesome results, more positive, hopeful and motivated, it's time to deal with all my success blocks (which are many). The last 10 days i have been consistently using visualizations and hypnosis to change my success and money mindset. Currently, i am 26 yo, recently graduated in law but i don't want to follow this path, i don't really know what i want to do to earn money but i know it has to be with people, psychology, self-development, holistic therapies etc. I have major success blocks that prevented me to dream big (or dream at all), for some fucked up reason i was kind of assuming i would be a failure in life(like a hippie or something) and was masking my limiting beliefs with spirituality assuming that an enlightened person(my biggest goal in life is to "reach" enlightenment) shouldn't worry about material things and one should be completely happy independent of any external circumstances like one should be perfectly happy as a homeless person if it was the case. I came to the conclusion that i was bullshiting myself with all of this, although one should focus primarily on internal growth, money, career, comfort is always welcome and i need it to be independent and free to pursue spirituality doing retreats, workshops, having time to meditate, contemplate etc. Not to mention that i need money to help my family (which is mostly a big mess) and to have kids in the future.
Right now i am looking for a job while practicing my massage skills (until i am able to earn money doing massage). I am also learning about digital marketing (would love some material suggestions), i plan to have a blog or youtube channel teaching about self-help in the future and i need some skills like marketing and public speaking (planning to do some courses, join a group or create one or doing acting classes in order to improve my speech and communication).
Day 1:
I listened today for the first time as i sleep, 5 loops of masked version. I had some weird dreams/nightmares during the night, i remember one, in particular, that was terrifying, basically, i spent a lot of time trying to escape a big scary monster that looked like the incredible hulk with 4 arms like Goro from Mortal Kombat, this means something. Woke up feeling drained, my head was heavy and still is, i am not thinking clearly yet, 5 loops seems too much but i will try for a few more nights to see. Aside from my brain fog, i have not noticed anything.
Right now i am looking for a job while practicing my massage skills (until i am able to earn money doing massage). I am also learning about digital marketing (would love some material suggestions), i plan to have a blog or youtube channel teaching about self-help in the future and i need some skills like marketing and public speaking (planning to do some courses, join a group or create one or doing acting classes in order to improve my speech and communication).
Day 1:
I listened today for the first time as i sleep, 5 loops of masked version. I had some weird dreams/nightmares during the night, i remember one, in particular, that was terrifying, basically, i spent a lot of time trying to escape a big scary monster that looked like the incredible hulk with 4 arms like Goro from Mortal Kombat, this means something. Woke up feeling drained, my head was heavy and still is, i am not thinking clearly yet, 5 loops seems too much but i will try for a few more nights to see. Aside from my brain fog, i have not noticed anything.