Day 5:
7 loops.
Resistance galore. Feelings of low self-worth and self-doubt have invaded my brain. I'm feeling kinda "weepy," like I just wanna go somewhere and sleep all day. I'm not sure how to deal with 5.5g resistance. With AM6, I'd just pump up the hours and drill through it. DMSI is a specialized sub, however. More loops may end up just knocking me out.
I had a dream last night that I ran into a girl from childhood, someone I had a massive crush on. At first, everything seemed okay. We were laughing, joking, etc. She even initiated some kino. When I confessed to her that I had a childhood crush on her, she said "ew" and the entire dream came tumbling down.
I'm having a hard time articulating my thoughts and constructing sentences, something that always happens to me when I'm experiencing resistance and deep inner change. My guess is that DMSI is tapping away at something deep and my subconscious is like, f-that.
Looking forward to boxing tonight. I always feel better after working out. Sometimes, it even kills the resistance.
7 loops.
Resistance galore. Feelings of low self-worth and self-doubt have invaded my brain. I'm feeling kinda "weepy," like I just wanna go somewhere and sleep all day. I'm not sure how to deal with 5.5g resistance. With AM6, I'd just pump up the hours and drill through it. DMSI is a specialized sub, however. More loops may end up just knocking me out.
I had a dream last night that I ran into a girl from childhood, someone I had a massive crush on. At first, everything seemed okay. We were laughing, joking, etc. She even initiated some kino. When I confessed to her that I had a childhood crush on her, she said "ew" and the entire dream came tumbling down.
I'm having a hard time articulating my thoughts and constructing sentences, something that always happens to me when I'm experiencing resistance and deep inner change. My guess is that DMSI is tapping away at something deep and my subconscious is like, f-that.
Looking forward to boxing tonight. I always feel better after working out. Sometimes, it even kills the resistance.
