Was just speaking to Leonidas, helped me realize what this is: It's cognitive dissonance. True cognitive dissonance.
I feel sexier on some level, but I don't believe it. It's like, imagine if a 10/10 woman came out of nowhere, told you that you were the sexiest man she's ever met and proceeded to drain your balls using every last one of her orifices and biological tools.
You'd be like, "okay... my balls are gleefully empty to the point that orgasming hurts -- so I'm super happy. BUT... wtf? Was I really so sexy that this beautiful, lithe, daughter of Eve felt compelled to dejizzle my cumnuggets? Nooooo.... something's off here."
I think the healing would've taken care of this, BUT... I believe with enough subliminal usage, I'll brute force through it.
I feel sexier on some level, but I don't believe it. It's like, imagine if a 10/10 woman came out of nowhere, told you that you were the sexiest man she's ever met and proceeded to drain your balls using every last one of her orifices and biological tools.
You'd be like, "okay... my balls are gleefully empty to the point that orgasming hurts -- so I'm super happy. BUT... wtf? Was I really so sexy that this beautiful, lithe, daughter of Eve felt compelled to dejizzle my cumnuggets? Nooooo.... something's off here."
I think the healing would've taken care of this, BUT... I believe with enough subliminal usage, I'll brute force through it.
