08-22-2016, 06:02 AM
Day 2:
Managed to get 7 loops in last night. Also scored a date. Not exactly the prettiest, but she seems personable and most important... she actually asked ME out. I accepted (for science). Thursday tentative date.
Also, have a date with "A" (the chick I banged in the back of my car) on Saturday night. She texted me last night saying that she's been thinking of me all weekend. She was exposed to v1's aura. Will be interesting to see how v2.3 affects her.
Lots of weird resistance. I don't feel down or really angry. I feel... reckless. Which, knowing my personality, means that there's some significant inner stress, even if it's not manifesting on the surface level that much. When I get stressed out, I start doing reckless things. Overspending money, f*cking any woman, regardless of how she looks, etc. Just basically, overloading my senses to shut down any internal feeling.
Weird dreams last night. Mild fatigue. Dreams involved me hanging out with one of my female friends. She was getting ready for a date (that wasn't with me) and I was feeling really jealous and following her around like a puppy, trying to get attention. Really irritates me that she keeps manifesting in my dreams over and over. All through AM6, she kept showing up in my dreams as a surrogate for internal sexual issues. And I'm like, "why her?" I don't even really like her like that and we don't even speak much any more. But whatever.
We'll see what happens.
Managed to get 7 loops in last night. Also scored a date. Not exactly the prettiest, but she seems personable and most important... she actually asked ME out. I accepted (for science). Thursday tentative date.
Also, have a date with "A" (the chick I banged in the back of my car) on Saturday night. She texted me last night saying that she's been thinking of me all weekend. She was exposed to v1's aura. Will be interesting to see how v2.3 affects her.
Lots of weird resistance. I don't feel down or really angry. I feel... reckless. Which, knowing my personality, means that there's some significant inner stress, even if it's not manifesting on the surface level that much. When I get stressed out, I start doing reckless things. Overspending money, f*cking any woman, regardless of how she looks, etc. Just basically, overloading my senses to shut down any internal feeling.
Weird dreams last night. Mild fatigue. Dreams involved me hanging out with one of my female friends. She was getting ready for a date (that wasn't with me) and I was feeling really jealous and following her around like a puppy, trying to get attention. Really irritates me that she keeps manifesting in my dreams over and over. All through AM6, she kept showing up in my dreams as a surrogate for internal sexual issues. And I'm like, "why her?" I don't even really like her like that and we don't even speak much any more. But whatever.
We'll see what happens.
