08-21-2016, 08:53 PM
I feel your pain man.. I really do. This sounds alot like me.
The anger, pain, fear around girls. Getting interest at times from the EXACT type of girls I like even ones who are 10+ years younger than me and my own self, anger, fear, insecurity getting in the way.
E2 is definately helping with anger for me. But it's kind of in waves. I'm finding a tendency of it being there but harder to access alot of days, like the thoughts of it are there but the anger is blunted. Then some days it really wells up and I just feel it strongly and eventually it clears. Each time that happens I notice a positive difference.
The desire to put girls in their place, get them back for all the ways they have fucked you over... yep, sounds like me too.
Good luck. E2 has been making a positive difference in my interactions with girls so there is hope with continuing use.
The anger, pain, fear around girls. Getting interest at times from the EXACT type of girls I like even ones who are 10+ years younger than me and my own self, anger, fear, insecurity getting in the way.
E2 is definately helping with anger for me. But it's kind of in waves. I'm finding a tendency of it being there but harder to access alot of days, like the thoughts of it are there but the anger is blunted. Then some days it really wells up and I just feel it strongly and eventually it clears. Each time that happens I notice a positive difference.
The desire to put girls in their place, get them back for all the ways they have fucked you over... yep, sounds like me too.
Good luck. E2 has been making a positive difference in my interactions with girls so there is hope with continuing use.