Based on the fact that I keep fluctuating between super-euphoric and wanting to destroy the universe, I'm gonna go out on a limb and guess that I would probably benefit from much healing.
Right now, it's not stopping the aura from being projected (because I can feel it and see people responding), but I'm having trouble acting on my urges. Like, I'm pretty good at online game. I can close a date pretty fast. I have a number of interested parties (#3 is back in the running), but I have little motivation to actually speed close, where before, I was KILLING it.
Seriously, last week, I was collecting numbers for sport. Getting them and never texting, lol. Now, I've lost the will to do it. Seems like textbook resistance in the form of anger and lethargy.
Interestingly enough, this sub feels absolutely amazing. I was getting in an extra loop while working and I swear, I was having some kind of full body orgasm. Sexual energy just flowing through my body. Was crazy. I just stopped and enjoyed the moment.
I, for one, want the healing. I can't keep going on resenting women like this.
Right now, it's not stopping the aura from being projected (because I can feel it and see people responding), but I'm having trouble acting on my urges. Like, I'm pretty good at online game. I can close a date pretty fast. I have a number of interested parties (#3 is back in the running), but I have little motivation to actually speed close, where before, I was KILLING it.
Seriously, last week, I was collecting numbers for sport. Getting them and never texting, lol. Now, I've lost the will to do it. Seems like textbook resistance in the form of anger and lethargy.
Interestingly enough, this sub feels absolutely amazing. I was getting in an extra loop while working and I swear, I was having some kind of full body orgasm. Sexual energy just flowing through my body. Was crazy. I just stopped and enjoyed the moment.
I, for one, want the healing. I can't keep going on resenting women like this.
