07-31-2016, 11:27 PM
Raz: What I mean by carpet bombing is I literally started listening to the ultrasonic on last Monday (The 25th) at around 12:15am and didn't stop listening to the sub until some time on Saturday the 30th. The only breaks I took were to take a shower at times (20-30mins at most) and to watch Jason Bourne on friday morning. Those were the only breaks. So, in 5G terms I got pretty much the equivalent of 98 days of exposure in a week.
On another note I forgot to mention a few things that happened. I was working in box office on Sunday along with another girl that I work with sometimes. I really haven't been able to connect with this girl before and even started thinking that while I was sitting with her there. But all of a sudden we started connecting in some strange way automatically and I think it was the auto pilot kicking in because I started finding myself opening her in conversation without thinking and she seemed to have that same excitement when talking that I mentioned above. Another thing is she kept on asking me on how to do things in box office, it was weird. I will explain. I've only worked in the Box office department maybe 8 days at most over the last couple of weeks. I'm pretty darn sure she has worked in that department many times over how many times I have worked there. Yet she kept on asking me how to do things. Another thing also was that every time the phone would ring she kept on saying that she could get it even though she might be in the middle of doing something and I would be free and not doing anything at the moment. Maybe someone can explain this weird behavior to me?
A few other things to mention. I went to have my lunch break at the burger place called Five guys. The new guy there seemed overtly friendly to me when he rung me up and when I got rung up and was about to sit down to wait for my food he automatically got off the register and ran to the table I was about to sit at the said, "Let me clean that up for you" and started wiping it down. My order was called by a woman that I've seen working their multiple times. She usually rings me up. She usually has this bored/disinterested expression on her face. I went to the counter to collect my food and instead of just sitting the bag on the counter like she usually does she walked slowly to me with this look that seemed part nervous/scared and in awe. She gently held the bag out to me like some offering though as I think about it I noticed as soon as my hand got close to her its like she lost strength in her arms and the bag almost fell. She then nervously said, "Have a nice day". Don't know why she acted that way but given that I practically ran DMSI for 144 hours straight I might have seemed like some kinda of super nova with my aura. On my way out the same guy from before said, "Have a very good day sir". Mind you had been waiting for a while and he never said this to any of the other customers while I was there.
The last thing I noticed was when I ran a family up in box office, 2 adults/ 1 child, as the family left I heard the kid (probably 8 or 9 years old) say, "That man was really nice!". In my mind I was like "WTF?". Anyway, in general I would say most of the effects I saw on Sunday were High social status related. There might have been some attraction in there but its hard to tell. I know some things about body language but I wasn't really paying attention too much I felt very happy, content, and energized with just being in the moment and socializing.
As of right now I just started the tricking stream track up a few mins ago and ain't going to be stopping for almost another straight 144 hours. I "carpet bombed" the high level of the subconscious now its time to get to the root of the problem and do the same to the lower levels. After this week is finished I'm probably just going to either listen to only the ultrasonic or use the alternating method. We shall see. (Picks up a book to read to keep self from being bored to death for the next week >_>''')
On another note I forgot to mention a few things that happened. I was working in box office on Sunday along with another girl that I work with sometimes. I really haven't been able to connect with this girl before and even started thinking that while I was sitting with her there. But all of a sudden we started connecting in some strange way automatically and I think it was the auto pilot kicking in because I started finding myself opening her in conversation without thinking and she seemed to have that same excitement when talking that I mentioned above. Another thing is she kept on asking me on how to do things in box office, it was weird. I will explain. I've only worked in the Box office department maybe 8 days at most over the last couple of weeks. I'm pretty darn sure she has worked in that department many times over how many times I have worked there. Yet she kept on asking me how to do things. Another thing also was that every time the phone would ring she kept on saying that she could get it even though she might be in the middle of doing something and I would be free and not doing anything at the moment. Maybe someone can explain this weird behavior to me?
A few other things to mention. I went to have my lunch break at the burger place called Five guys. The new guy there seemed overtly friendly to me when he rung me up and when I got rung up and was about to sit down to wait for my food he automatically got off the register and ran to the table I was about to sit at the said, "Let me clean that up for you" and started wiping it down. My order was called by a woman that I've seen working their multiple times. She usually rings me up. She usually has this bored/disinterested expression on her face. I went to the counter to collect my food and instead of just sitting the bag on the counter like she usually does she walked slowly to me with this look that seemed part nervous/scared and in awe. She gently held the bag out to me like some offering though as I think about it I noticed as soon as my hand got close to her its like she lost strength in her arms and the bag almost fell. She then nervously said, "Have a nice day". Don't know why she acted that way but given that I practically ran DMSI for 144 hours straight I might have seemed like some kinda of super nova with my aura. On my way out the same guy from before said, "Have a very good day sir". Mind you had been waiting for a while and he never said this to any of the other customers while I was there.
The last thing I noticed was when I ran a family up in box office, 2 adults/ 1 child, as the family left I heard the kid (probably 8 or 9 years old) say, "That man was really nice!". In my mind I was like "WTF?". Anyway, in general I would say most of the effects I saw on Sunday were High social status related. There might have been some attraction in there but its hard to tell. I know some things about body language but I wasn't really paying attention too much I felt very happy, content, and energized with just being in the moment and socializing.
As of right now I just started the tricking stream track up a few mins ago and ain't going to be stopping for almost another straight 144 hours. I "carpet bombed" the high level of the subconscious now its time to get to the root of the problem and do the same to the lower levels. After this week is finished I'm probably just going to either listen to only the ultrasonic or use the alternating method. We shall see. (Picks up a book to read to keep self from being bored to death for the next week >_>''')
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche