07-19-2016, 04:31 AM
(07-19-2016, 03:03 AM)heavysm Wrote: E 2.0 Day 55
I now see that my business mindset has slipped in proportion to the amount that I have listened to E2.
Back in May and early June when BASE was most fresh in my mind my goals were about 10x what I feel i am capable of right now. I know this is E2 mending the ship and taking things easy, so this isn't an easy time for a number of reasons. I don't like taking things easy and planning to just 'get by'. It feels really frustrating that I have to settle for slightly less right now simply because I'm in the healing process rather than pushing, growing and achieving. In some ways it flat out sucks because I know I am capable of at least 10x more.
Right now I am taking it day by day to see when E2 signals that i can switch off and start BASE. Once my copywriting coach gives me the okay to take on my first paid client, that's when BASE starts regardless, which should be around early August.
One of the analogies I'm envisioning right now is taking your car into the mechanic for unknown problems you need figured out. But as each week passes there's more that gets uncovered and needs to be fixed. You can't get your car back until everything is working well and it's hell trying to find alternative forms of transportation for this long.
I can't wait to get back to normal.
If it helps you I've been releasing my desire for money lately spurred by AM6. Letting them go has made me feel a lot clearer, EHPRA 2.0 might make you feel clearer too and then your motivation for wanting to make money might change and you might reevaluate your priorities for the better just like I have.
