07-14-2016, 12:22 AM
(07-13-2016, 09:14 PM)heavysm Wrote: E 2.0 Day 49
The pros and cons of sticking with E2 for 2 rather than 3 months are more apparent now.
I had two moments of reflection, one while i was walking my dog and another while i was driving, which proves that i have not forgiven my ex for some of damage i still hold from our relationship (from 3+ years ago).
While this sucks and does literally mean that i would have to stick with E2 for at least 3 months, my business mind is slipping a bit (motivation and general fire to kick ass) and that BASE refresher needs to happen soon.
I don't know what I'm going to do now. If i switch over to BASE after 2 months E2 i'm likely to still have those issues against my ex which will take a lot longer to sort out BUT i can tackle my new biz with fresh energy and give that the best shot i can.
So 3 months then onto BASE to sort out emotional issues and have biz possibly suffer a bit OR 2 months and then onto BASE but likely not resolve some deep issues.
If it's even remotely an option i might even use E2 part way into the third month then just cut it when i feel i've had enough. I don't know what consequences would come of not fulfilling the third cycle of 32 days, but I'm at my wits end here.
I'm really not sure what to do.
Hey heavysm. I experienced a better sense of emotional healing even after I stopped E2 and switched back to BASE. First, there was a carry over period of about a month, in which E2 seemed to to dig on without being played and despite BASE kicking back in. And second, the stuff that E2 loosened but was not able to dissolve yet seems to become a primary target of the E1 modules in BASE. Instead of having to uncover something, it works with what has already been uncovered.
All the best!
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