07-13-2016, 09:14 PM
E 2.0 Day 49
The pros and cons of sticking with E2 for 2 rather than 3 months are more apparent now.
I had two moments of reflection, one while i was walking my dog and another while i was driving, which proves that i have not forgiven my ex for some of damage i still hold from our relationship (from 3+ years ago).
While this sucks and does literally mean that i would have to stick with E2 for at least 3 months, my business mind is slipping a bit (motivation and general fire to kick ass) and that BASE refresher needs to happen soon.
I don't know what I'm going to do now. If i switch over to BASE after 2 months E2 i'm likely to still have those issues against my ex which will take a lot longer to sort out BUT i can tackle my new biz with fresh energy and give that the best shot i can.
So 3 months then onto BASE to sort out emotional issues and have biz possibly suffer a bit OR 2 months and then onto BASE but likely not resolve some deep issues.
If it's even remotely an option i might even use E2 part way into the third month then just cut it when i feel i've had enough. I don't know what consequences would come of not fulfilling the third cycle of 32 days, but I'm at my wits end here.
I'm really not sure what to do.
The pros and cons of sticking with E2 for 2 rather than 3 months are more apparent now.
I had two moments of reflection, one while i was walking my dog and another while i was driving, which proves that i have not forgiven my ex for some of damage i still hold from our relationship (from 3+ years ago).
While this sucks and does literally mean that i would have to stick with E2 for at least 3 months, my business mind is slipping a bit (motivation and general fire to kick ass) and that BASE refresher needs to happen soon.
I don't know what I'm going to do now. If i switch over to BASE after 2 months E2 i'm likely to still have those issues against my ex which will take a lot longer to sort out BUT i can tackle my new biz with fresh energy and give that the best shot i can.
So 3 months then onto BASE to sort out emotional issues and have biz possibly suffer a bit OR 2 months and then onto BASE but likely not resolve some deep issues.
If it's even remotely an option i might even use E2 part way into the third month then just cut it when i feel i've had enough. I don't know what consequences would come of not fulfilling the third cycle of 32 days, but I'm at my wits end here.
I'm really not sure what to do.
