07-13-2016, 09:10 AM
Day 112
Feeling a bit more spacious and calmer tonight, finally - even if I seem to have gotten a flu with a slight fever. Been going through a lot lately, emotionally. If I want to feel bad I can start comparing subs and other life choices; my mind will start going in circles and I'll more or less drown in it. If I want to feel better, I can just let it go as much as I can and try to focus on what's before me, or just be. How annoying that sometimes to gain clarity I have to let go of trying to figure it out.
Feeling a bit more spacious and calmer tonight, finally - even if I seem to have gotten a flu with a slight fever. Been going through a lot lately, emotionally. If I want to feel bad I can start comparing subs and other life choices; my mind will start going in circles and I'll more or less drown in it. If I want to feel better, I can just let it go as much as I can and try to focus on what's before me, or just be. How annoying that sometimes to gain clarity I have to let go of trying to figure it out.
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