06-18-2016, 07:31 AM
E 2.0 Day 24
So here the resistance and more clearing comes into play.
Right now things are not pleasant. And i mean specifically right now as i woke up to write this.
I had one consulting client from 6+ months ago put in a dispute for about $1500 for services that are technically supposed to be non-refundable. So I'm dealing with that right now *sigh*
I also have random and severe intestinal pain causing me to have diarrhea from almost everything that i eat. I have family visiting and this is NOT something fun to deal with when i have company to entertain.
Right now my manifestation experiments are clashing with the resistance of E 2. There's no telling how long this will last. I think the fact that E 2 has the Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude script is really helping me right now. I know that over a year ago prior to BASE and LTU I would not be so resolute right now.
So to sum things up from the last few days...my hands are cut up from random incidents i don't remember, I have a rather large dispute in my paypal from an irate customer who's literally hell bent on causing the most damage possible, and I have this stomach crap to balance everything out (12+ trips to the bathroom in one night - sheesh!).
I'm now aiming for 3 - 6 months on E 2 possibly depending on how things turn out. Less than one month in and this has been the most intense mental house cleaning I've ever experienced in my life. BUT it should be very much worth the effort pretty soon. Until then, however...
So here the resistance and more clearing comes into play.
Right now things are not pleasant. And i mean specifically right now as i woke up to write this.
I had one consulting client from 6+ months ago put in a dispute for about $1500 for services that are technically supposed to be non-refundable. So I'm dealing with that right now *sigh*
I also have random and severe intestinal pain causing me to have diarrhea from almost everything that i eat. I have family visiting and this is NOT something fun to deal with when i have company to entertain.
Right now my manifestation experiments are clashing with the resistance of E 2. There's no telling how long this will last. I think the fact that E 2 has the Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude script is really helping me right now. I know that over a year ago prior to BASE and LTU I would not be so resolute right now.
So to sum things up from the last few days...my hands are cut up from random incidents i don't remember, I have a rather large dispute in my paypal from an irate customer who's literally hell bent on causing the most damage possible, and I have this stomach crap to balance everything out (12+ trips to the bathroom in one night - sheesh!).
I'm now aiming for 3 - 6 months on E 2 possibly depending on how things turn out. Less than one month in and this has been the most intense mental house cleaning I've ever experienced in my life. BUT it should be very much worth the effort pretty soon. Until then, however...
