Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Ya know alpha, I think I will continue Experimenting this sub for a little while longer. Something recently happened that peaked my interest. I will PM you for further information later about it. As for why I wanted to discontinue use, there is the reason I said above though there is also the reason of time and resources. MDMA can not be continually used regularly. Theres "usually" a one month wait period between each time you use it. This is because it drains your serotonin/dopamine and you need time to recover those resources. With that said there, there are supplements you can take together (along with regular excise that increases serotonin) which will allow you to use it every 2 weeks. Luckily, I already had these supplements for a while now so I just use them pre/post session to start preparing for the next one. Thats the time restraint. The resource restraint is that I have enough MDMA to last me about 8-9 months if I continue at 2 week intervals. A lot of time but still a restraint, so I need to choose my research experiments carefully and wisely. But due to recent developments I will continue with this. Recent developments have have been really "eye opening" you could say.

Anyway, about internal results that have stayed so far due to AOSI:

-Totally don't fap anymore. EPRHA 2.0 got rid of porn, now AOSI got rid of fapping totally.
- Confidence has has gone down to a good level. Its not so much of a ragging confidence right now, its more of a calm, collected type
-Feel like I'm way more sexually desirable

Hmm I'm just trying to understand though why this energy in my body is so inconsistent. There was one time I woke up and I just felt the energy surging in my body then it calmed down after a while. Maybe I have some time of energy blockages that the sub has to work through? I have heard of such things when studying Qigong and the internal martial arts (Tai chi, Bagua, I-Hsing). That could be a cause of the inconsistency with the energy, heat and hunger. We shall see if this is true.

Edit: also, almost forgot to mention. Just so people know I mentioned that I did take breaks sometimes during my EPRHA 2.0 run before my first experiment. One of those just so happened to be right before I did the MDMA experiment. I had taken a week off from E2 right before I did the first experiment. Just wanted to clarify that so people don't think that I ran E2 one month straight before I ran the first experiment.