06-10-2016, 04:03 PM
E 2.0 Day 16
A few more insights have occurred that are noteworthy...
The first is that I am definitely going through resistance, but it's odd with E 2 because I don't feel like it I did with BASE or LTU. The resistance manifested itself as cuts on my hands and forearms (I'm a very careful person and I have no idea where those even came from). I also have a general sense of what i call "controlled apprehension". I know I'm growing and moving past old issues, but it's not happening in a purely uncomfortable way like how i did while on LTU.
I can tell big things are coming, but somehow in the E 2 script i guess I'm only moving forward in a way that is deemed completely safe and non-discomfort causing. That, or i'm just not far enough into E 2 to really feel the discomfort. But I would think that listening for 16 days, 12 - 16 hours a day would bring me to that resistance-feeling level. In a way it's like seeing your car in the morning right before you're going to work and you notice a bunch of small scratches that weren't there a day ago. Initial reaction is "Wtf" but in a bigger way it's not so bad. It just catches you off guard for a moment.
The second insight is related to my next partner. I'm pretty sure i got a universal sign of what my next partner will be like, and if this is true, hot damn this will be interesting.
I was presented with a situation - sort of a friend of a friend type of deal - where i had lunch with a business related acquaintance and his wife. The guy doesn't know me well, and the situation was spur of the moment, but I like meeting new people and connecting with those with influence, so what the hell.
The guy was nothing special, pretty much what i expected. Just a few years older than me but has his businesses churning out fire. He's very likely doing about $300 - 500k yearly, so i like to learn from higher performance people.
The wife was something special though. I could understand why they are together, but she has hobbies that borderlines on the metaphysical, which is my neck of the woods.
So after the business talk died down i learned that the wife wanted to become a holistic healer, but that was more of a lifetime dream but she hadn't been introduced to anything very spiritual BUT it was a burning desire for her to learn more about that whole ecosystem of knowledge.
Bottom line: even though the wife is a few years older, she's pretty much how i'd like my next partner to be. Smart, ambitious...i mean sheesh, I couldn't find a single thing bad about her. But I took it as more of a sign of what my clarified intention would bring me, and if that's the case, I am excited for the results
I have a lot more manifestation experiments to play with, but it seems the whole game as changed since starting E 2.
A few more insights have occurred that are noteworthy...
The first is that I am definitely going through resistance, but it's odd with E 2 because I don't feel like it I did with BASE or LTU. The resistance manifested itself as cuts on my hands and forearms (I'm a very careful person and I have no idea where those even came from). I also have a general sense of what i call "controlled apprehension". I know I'm growing and moving past old issues, but it's not happening in a purely uncomfortable way like how i did while on LTU.
I can tell big things are coming, but somehow in the E 2 script i guess I'm only moving forward in a way that is deemed completely safe and non-discomfort causing. That, or i'm just not far enough into E 2 to really feel the discomfort. But I would think that listening for 16 days, 12 - 16 hours a day would bring me to that resistance-feeling level. In a way it's like seeing your car in the morning right before you're going to work and you notice a bunch of small scratches that weren't there a day ago. Initial reaction is "Wtf" but in a bigger way it's not so bad. It just catches you off guard for a moment.
The second insight is related to my next partner. I'm pretty sure i got a universal sign of what my next partner will be like, and if this is true, hot damn this will be interesting.
I was presented with a situation - sort of a friend of a friend type of deal - where i had lunch with a business related acquaintance and his wife. The guy doesn't know me well, and the situation was spur of the moment, but I like meeting new people and connecting with those with influence, so what the hell.
The guy was nothing special, pretty much what i expected. Just a few years older than me but has his businesses churning out fire. He's very likely doing about $300 - 500k yearly, so i like to learn from higher performance people.
The wife was something special though. I could understand why they are together, but she has hobbies that borderlines on the metaphysical, which is my neck of the woods.
So after the business talk died down i learned that the wife wanted to become a holistic healer, but that was more of a lifetime dream but she hadn't been introduced to anything very spiritual BUT it was a burning desire for her to learn more about that whole ecosystem of knowledge.
Bottom line: even though the wife is a few years older, she's pretty much how i'd like my next partner to be. Smart, ambitious...i mean sheesh, I couldn't find a single thing bad about her. But I took it as more of a sign of what my clarified intention would bring me, and if that's the case, I am excited for the results
I have a lot more manifestation experiments to play with, but it seems the whole game as changed since starting E 2.
