Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

That is some VERY cool results for 2 months!

I think this "fear" is why I resisted some of WM.

Did you get a thing where things started manifesting, like girls chasing you, being interested and stuff then your mind seemed like it couldn't handle it and went into a panic and tried really hard to get rid of it all?

That happened to me several times and it sucks, obviously some type of fear. If it wasn't for that and if these manifestations and other stuff was consistent i'd have been VERY happy with WM due to the brief glimpses of awesomeness.

I "think" I might have had something like that. In stage 2, which I'm pretty sure has some of the magnetic aura in it, both women and men started talking to me a lot more. That was with only 3 days in too (about 21hrs per day exposure). This was also around the time I noticed the redhead who was attracted to me kinda of got mesmerized and kept on staring at me when she thought I wasn't looking. Unfortunately as you know I missed out on the BJ she was planning for me in the janitor's closet but meh, there will be other chances. I think also there were other chances I had with women who gave me the "eyes" but I think the way my mind tried to resist the programming was by making me very apathetic in later stages. The apathy about social situations made it very easy to talk (because I didn't care) but made me not do anything with the responses I was getting every once in a while. So yeah, I think my fear of being hurt was what was blocking a lot of the program. I even got a panic attack in stage 5, which is where all the magic is suppose to happen, which obviously indicates that the program really touched on some very rooted fear.

Now that I feel like 99% of my fear is gone I think I will get very good results this time around when I run it though I will be doing the experiment with the refresher instead. Just not sure now if that will be right after my experiment with the AM6 refresher or not. During sometime on AM6 I'm probably going to put up a poll and have the community decide what I run after AM6 refresher either: WM, New AOIS, AYPW, AYP big breasted sexual lover, or AYP Wealthy romantic lover. I was going to have SM3.0 in there originally as a choice as well but after thinking about it for a long time ,magnet wise, I more interested in WM because I want a very deep connection with each of the woman I am with and want to enhance the new found social freedom I have. Whichever the community decides at the time I will keep running it until I become the embodiment of that program (unless I really don't notice any results whatsoever after at least 3 months of running it).