Robstar's journal of sexual abundance

[CatMan]

I don't know I'm torn. I know it's what I should do but I also want answers. How am I gonna fix whatever it is I'm doing wrong if I don't know what it is?

1) Does she know you have other girls in the mix or did you do the "honesty" thing where you told her she is the only one or something equivalently emotional? If you havent then immediately bring new girls into the mix or just tell her you "met someone and you are seeing how it goes" if you dont have any in the mix? She needs to feel that you are a wanted guy that other woman are desperate to **** if that is not the case then you will have to figure out a way to get her to word it to her in a way that her imagination starts running of her imagining you ***** the "someone new you just met".

2) Has she "figured you out" regarding your feelings for her, because if that is the case then that is very satisfying for her and there is no more mystery to solve,if she has and you need to back off immediately.

3) Have you been spending time "up her ass" since you met her? If you have then back off immediately and better yourself in the meanwhile.

If you dont tell us the thing that "you think you did wrong " then we wont know how to help out.

None of the 3, we never spoke about whether either of us were dating other people, there were no exclusivity or relationship based talks. I didn't make my feelings super clear, I'm affectionate, but I never said anything like "I like you" or anything like that. And no I wasn't up her ass, whenever we met up we would have great sex, chat, and chill. I didn't cling to her or anything.

So I honestly don't know. I did feel needy towards the end, not when I was with her but when I was away from her. But the whole thing is I have no idea why or how it happened, it all seemed super sudden, like she went from telling me she was excited for our plans, to forgetting about those plans saying she'd been crazy busy with work and not getting any sleep, not offering a reschedule, and now when I've finally pitched a meet, she hasn't answered and its now the next day.

The same thing happened when I was on SM last year. Out of the blue she ended it ,
I tried to understand where I could have done better. I barely texted her. I left to herself , I kept my distance , did my own thing. I got her back and then she ended it again after everything going so well.

Holy shit I just realised it happened to me in the later stages of my last run of SM too.. Could SM be the factor? Could it sort of put a limiter on the connections made, maybe manifesting girls who are only into the sex and then when you want more they leave?

Well, I remember Shannon saying SM's job is of course sex and manifesting girls that are into that with you. That interactions will tend to be based around sex. Makes sense then if you've noticed this more than once now, there must be something to it. I guess it's possible to get one of them into a relationship, but it seems predominantly sex will be the center of the interaction. As it should, as that's the focus of the program.