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Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - robstar - 04-08-2016
Hey guys. Coming towards the end of Stage 2 of my second SM run and thought its about time I start my journal! This journal will only contain things of note, concrete sex-related things, I'm not going to be posting things like some cashier who smiled and played with her hair!
To summarise what's happened since beginning:
-My ex (of about 3 and a half years) who I've been just friends with since breaking up, and hadn't seen for about a year came to see me in a musical I was performing in. We agreed we'd hang out and have drinks afterwards, so she came over to mine after the show. Couple of hours of chatting, laughing, talking about sex/dating lives etc, she tells me since she's slept with 5 men, she doesn't know if she wants to start a "new hand" (meaning 5 fingers for one hand, if she slept with a 6th, it'd be counted on a second hand). Naturally I say, so if we hook up, you'd be fine.. Leading us to kissing, heading to the bedroom, me going down on her and then... No reaction from my johnson. Great. Here she was, looking hotter than ever, but nope. Likely I was putting too much pressure on it, this had been a fantasy of mine ever since we broke up. But hey, we still had fun, and I'd say another go is still on the cards. This time I'll make sure I take some cialis, just to ease my mind..
-I ended things with my 1 and a half year fwb, who I actually started things with during my last sm run. She was beginning to annoy me, I found I didn't enjoy her company at all, and she was also way too needy. Felt great after ending it.
-Went on a date with a chick, didn't work out as shortly after agreeing to come to mine for the second date, she bailed saying she didn't want to complicate her love-life since she will be travelling a lot this year. Next.
-Went on a date with a 19 year old cutie I consider a personal 9.5(I don't believe in 10s). She saw the musical I was in and added me on facebook afterwards and we chatted from there. A short 90 minute drink, I touched her a bit, talked about sex and didn't kiss her. Second date, she came over to "watch a movie", we fooled around but she was on her period, so it ended with a handjob. 3rd date, a week later, she comes over, this time no period and we have sex. Wasn't amazing, but pretty decent, I find its very rarely great the first time with a girl. Finding I actually think she's cool and enjoy her company though. Week later, round 2.. This time the sex was phenomenal.. She still has a fair bit to learn being young and experienced but I'm more than happy to teach. The sex was great because A) I was super turned on, and B) It was the performance of a lifetime. I was extremely immersed,
finding myself being naturally dominant without having to force it, it was just on. Gave her her first ever orgasm (outside of using her own hand), which on the previous date she said "I can't orgasm unless I'm alone".
I should note the entire reason I'm running SM is that I've always found it difficult to hook up with women who I considered truly attractive. I'd consider this girl to be the at least equally (to my ex actually) or the most physically attractive woman I've slept with.. This is super important to me, despite some guys saying looks don't matter (they're lying to themselves). I want to be hooking up only with girls who I consider super hot, and out of those, some might be more fun, or more intelligent, or more caring than others, and that will affect who I want to stick around, but I don't want to be hooking up with girls that I consider physically average anymore.
So this is where I'm at now, that last encounter was a few days ago. Feeling pretty good after an AM run where I didn't sleep with anyone new. Will keep updating as I go along, hopefully with more sordid details.
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - dissonance - 04-08-2016
Nice man, how old are you?
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - Geodude - 04-08-2016
Rob has no age as he is immortal
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - robstar - 04-08-2016
(04-08-2016, 10:15 AM)dissonance Wrote: Nice man, how old are you?
25
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - maxx55 - 04-08-2016
Rock on man!
It's great to see someone else that does stage performances! I've been acting since high school and fell in love with it from my first play, Pippin'! Seems like your SM run is already off to a decent start. I'm curious, what musical were you in?
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - robstar - 04-08-2016
(04-08-2016, 07:45 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Rock on man!
It's great to see someone else that does stage performances! I've been acting since high school and fell in love with it from my first play, Pippin'! Seems like your SM run is already off to a decent start. I'm curious, what musical were you in?
Awesome man! I played Melchior in a production of Spring Awakening! Tell you what man, its great, I don't think I'd meet half the girls I do if it wasn't for performing..
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - maxx55 - 04-09-2016
(04-08-2016, 11:34 PM)robstar Wrote:(04-08-2016, 07:45 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Rock on man!
It's great to see someone else that does stage performances! I've been acting since high school and fell in love with it from my first play, Pippin'! Seems like your SM run is already off to a decent start. I'm curious, what musical were you in?
Awesome man! I played Melchior in a production of Spring Awakening! Tell you what man, its great, I don't think I'd meet half the girls I do if it wasn't for performing..
That's incredible! I've always wanted to see the show, but haven't had a chance to. I almost did the song "I'm Alive" from that show as a performance in class in high school. I've only seen a handful of productions. Haven't seen one on Broadway yet, but I'm dying to get a ticket for Hamilton
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - robstar - 04-09-2016
(04-09-2016, 09:44 AM)maxx55 Wrote:(04-08-2016, 11:34 PM)robstar Wrote:(04-08-2016, 07:45 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Rock on man!
It's great to see someone else that does stage performances! I've been acting since high school and fell in love with it from my first play, Pippin'! Seems like your SM run is already off to a decent start. I'm curious, what musical were you in?
Awesome man! I played Melchior in a production of Spring Awakening! Tell you what man, its great, I don't think I'd meet half the girls I do if it wasn't for performing..
That's incredible! I've always wanted to see the show, but haven't had a chance to. I almost did the song "I'm Alive" from that show as a performance in class in high school. I've only seen a handful of productions. Haven't seen one on Broadway yet, but I'm dying to get a ticket for Hamilton
Do you mean "I'm Alive" from Next to Normal? Yeah man, I'm just waiting for Hamilton to come to Australia haha.. And hopefully to get an audition for it.
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - robstar - 04-09-2016
If anyone is keen on seeing me perform, I'd like to share this here for a little bit before I remove it! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlJ8l_KfozU
Played Jesus in JC Superstar.
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - maxx55 - 04-09-2016
(04-09-2016, 10:45 AM)robstar Wrote:(04-09-2016, 09:44 AM)maxx55 Wrote:(04-08-2016, 11:34 PM)robstar Wrote:(04-08-2016, 07:45 PM)maxx55 Wrote: Rock on man!
It's great to see someone else that does stage performances! I've been acting since high school and fell in love with it from my first play, Pippin'! Seems like your SM run is already off to a decent start. I'm curious, what musical were you in?
Awesome man! I played Melchior in a production of Spring Awakening! Tell you what man, its great, I don't think I'd meet half the girls I do if it wasn't for performing..
That's incredible! I've always wanted to see the show, but haven't had a chance to. I almost did the song "I'm Alive" from that show as a performance in class in high school. I've only seen a handful of productions. Haven't seen one on Broadway yet, but I'm dying to get a ticket for Hamilton
Do you mean "I'm Alive" from Next to Normal? Yeah man, I'm just waiting for Hamilton to come to Australia haha.. And hopefully to get an audition for it.
Lol, my bad. Yeah from Next To Normal! I tend to get these shows mixed up, but I'll definitely see Spring Awakening when I get a chance.
I'll also check out your performance you posted when I have time.
Anyway, good luck with the SM run! Those girls should be really excited to be with an actor
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - AriGold - 04-10-2016
You are a great singer. I'm impressed.
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - robstar - 04-10-2016
(04-10-2016, 09:26 AM)AriGold Wrote: You are a great singer. I'm impressed.
Ah thanks dude!
So, like clockwork, exactly what Blackdragon says, having sex with a woman on two separate occasions (as long as its good) is the lock-in point. Went from me having to initiate everything, to her texting me a couple of days after we hung out if I want to hang out again tonight.. However, I'm going to stick to once a week hangouts for now, so I've arranged it for later.. Still its nice to be able to chill and not chase anymore!
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - maxx55 - 04-12-2016
Dude, you're number was righteous! Those sustains and high notes were solid. And now that I've actually seen a part of this show and the interesting portrayal of Jesus, I totally would like to see the rest of the show!
"Watch Jesus rock out in JC Superstar!" lol.
RE: Robstar's journal of sexual abundance - Geodude - 04-13-2016
I also do plays. Let's start a club or something.