05-31-2016, 12:59 PM
Well, I said I would give a review of E2 so here it is. I will only go over some of the technologies (since some are self explanatory) and the new E2 Modules of the program.
Tech:
The Naturalizer: Allows the changes taking place to be accepted much more readily, and proceed naturally so that the change is as easy as possible. Yep, felt like I've always been this way though even though I know about a week ago I was totally different. That "old" person seems so foreign to me now. Like they were someone completely different.
The Optimus Engine [Version 3.0]: A specialized script and technology set that generates an intense focus on achieving the goal and finding creative and effective ways to do so that utilizes the full scope of your subconscious knowledge.I do believe this is why I was determined to find a cure for my ailment. Never was this motivated to cure this until I ran this program.
In-The-Moment State Shifting: Seeks to change the state of your awareness very quickly and while you listen to the program to better fit the achievement of the goal of the program. I definitely notice this every time I put on the sub now. Every time I use it now I seem to be put into a lucid dreaming state (My 24hr period for sub usage starts at 12am everyday). From what I heard lucid dreaming either happens in Theta or Delta if I remember correctly.
Triggered State Shifting: Seeks to change your state of awareness whenever you encounter a fear trigger, or a fear would otherwise be experienced. This requires longer term usage and possibly refreshing. Yep, gets triggered every time I would normally start to feel fear. It mostly only needs to be triggered when I'm in situations that I'm not familiar with (Fear of the unknown).
Automatic Self Training: Scripting designed to trigger your subconscious to automatically train itself to achieve the goal it is directed toward. Certainly feels like my mind has been doing this. Its actually gotten really good at this because its like, for example, someone will do something to get a rise out of (or hurt me) me and my automatic response is to totally disconnect from the response and then put on a "slight" smirk and laugh on the inside at their petty attempt to hurt me.
New Modules:
Healing and regenerating yourself mentally and emotionally. Mission accomplished!
Healing from emotional damage as a result of sexual dysfunction, trauma and abuse. I'm able to look back on the most traumatic PTSD moments in my life and just laugh at them. Now they just look like minor issues. As I've mention before though some of them aren't even detailed like they were before, very fuzzy to remember if I can remember well at all. Also, I have no shame around my sexual desires. I'm a man and I have them, which is perfectly natural.
Training yourself to heal and regenerate automatically. Even though this has mostly happened on a subconscious level I have done so consciously a few times. Whenever I have caught myself getting really really close to any sort of negativity (mainly thinking about macro, national like problems) I have caught myself and disconnected from the thought pattern. I can only control myself and not other people. I can help by by being part of the solution (being self actualized), not part of the problem (just another emotionally unhealthy person who doesn't think theirs anything wrong with them). I can help others if they let me but If they won't thats their choice I won't force the choice or use (GSF) to get them there.
Self compassion and self consideration in all the ways that maximize your self-healing, self regeneration and emotional pain relief. I love myself and see no major problems with myself. At the same time I don't keep myself from striving to be better.
Overcoming Guilt, Shame and Fear 5G (full script), plus additional tweaks to that script not found in the release version of that program as a stand alone. These things have pretty much been annihilated from my life. Fear only seems to show up around unfamiliar situations though its quickly taken care of almost automatically.
Training yourself to overcome guilt, shame and fear. Same as above ^
Outgrowing guilt, shame and fear. Pretty much same thing as above though there is something else. I noticed that I don't get angry at all. I think I read Shannon say something about Anger being associated with fear most of the time.. if so I simply don't have that associate anymore. I've just chosen to become "self amused" instead of angry now. Why Should I allow a @sshole to make a @sshole out of me and ruin my day? Just don't see the point in getting or being angry anymore
Learn whatever is necessary to outgrow guilt, shame and fear. Think I've pretty much just learned to be self amused when guilt,shame, fear, or anger would try rear their ugly heads. Its pretty much become my automatic response.
Projection of part of the awareness into the future in which the goals have been safely and successfully achieved, and then pulling the “now” self to that future through the connection. Not so sure about this one, so can't comment that much.
Optimus Engine 3.0 directed at achieving all the goals of the program safely and successfully. As I mentioned above I truly believe this is why I was so determined on healing myself.
Focus on overcoming guilt, shame and fear. Haven't been consciously focus on overcoming these but subconsciously might be a totally different story.
Disconnect from guilt, shame and fear, and allow yourself to work with them safely and as objectively as possible. Yep, I just totally disconnect from these and start laughing about the situation.
Make the process of overcoming guilt, shame and fear as enjoyable as possible. Apparently my subconscious took this quite literally and thought I should just amuse myself when these situations occur.
Appreciate yourself in all the right ways to allow for maximum success in self regeneration and healing. Have absolutely no problem appreciating myself now.
Let go of and stop needing/seeking the approval of and permission of others for your self-healing and regenerating. Yep, don't need anyone else's approval for anything anymore.
Give yourself approval and permission to live the life that allows you to heal and regenerate, stay healed and regenerated, and allows you to be genuinely happy, and to genuinely heal and regenerate. Yep, Have plans to run AM6, AYPs, and magnets again and I pretty known with certainty now that I will get all the skills I need from them to be successful in those areas.
Overcome The Victim Mentality (full script). Mission accomplished!
Deservedness for healing and regenerating and being healed and regenerated. I truly believe I deserve to feel the way I do now and that I didn't deserve to feel the way I use to.
End and prevent self pity and any desire to engage in it. Don't engage in this at all.
End and prevent any desire to have pity from others. Don't want anyone's self pity at all!
End and prevent self sabotage in self healing and regeneration. I think this is the main reason why I stopped playing FFXIV (Online MMO) and stopped watching porn. Playing FFXIV gave me the excuse that I was somewhat still interacting with other people, though through a TV screen. I just used that excuse so I could cut myself off from the world more because exposing myself to the world in a non-controlled environment meant having to face the "fear" of being hurt by people. Same thing with porn. I realized that I was afraid of emotional intimacy with a real woman because, once again, that would mean opening myself up and possibly being "hurt". I think this "fear" is why I resisted some of WM. Taking in the instructions in this program though I finally realized that no one can hurt me unless I allow them too. My experience with just laughing at someone trying to get a rise out of me, then them getting more angry and trying hard to affect me has made me realize this. With me acting like this the only one getting more hurt and angry is them
. On top of this I have cut out all sweets/deserts and sodas out of my diet.
Physical, mental and emotional relaxation to maximize and benefit healing and regeneration. If I'm not in some happy, blissful state, I'm usually in a calm, tranquil relaxed state most of the time.
Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude (full program script). Really haven't had a negative thought at all and if I start getting close to one the automatic training just kicks in.
Neutralize internal negativity and make yourself immune to internal and external negativity. Yep, people's negativity just goes through one ear and out the other.
Allow for happiness, self healing and regenerating through genuine gratitude and appreciation. I've actually been more grateful than during any other time in my life this week. I can enjoy and appreciate the beauty around me a lot more without the negativity. I'm actually really grateful to be alive and appreciate each day i'm here.
Make yourself worthy of your own self love, and allow you to be loving towards yourself. Realize I'm very worthy of my own love and of being loved by someone else.
Fill yourself with unconditional, non-specific loving, healing and regenerating energy, and use it to help you heal and regenerate. Guess this has happened, not sure.
Like yourself, and if necessary, make yourself deserving of self liking and self love, and adjust yourself to be someone you can like and love. I love and am content with myself. The only downside, I guess you could call it, is that i've become so loving, and mellow that I've kinda of procrastinated with some of my online school work the last week or so. Just fell so content like I really don't have to do anything
Generate and maintain hope. I think its gone beyond hope really. I realize now I can pretty accomplish anything I desire just as long as I acquire the right tools
Generate and allow all necessary self confidence for healing and regenerating. Mostly shown itself in social confidence. I can say whatever I want to say and if I don't get the response I was wanting, psh whatever lol. I can still say anything I want and when I want so I have freedom which is the whole point.
Transform anger into a positive that assists in healing and regenerating not only the self, but the causes for the anger. Hmm Don't get angry anymore. "I don't get mad I get glad" (Corny I know).
Self esteem/respect/self worth and validity enhancement. Don't really need other people give me self worth or be happy. I don't mind being alone or being around other people, there both the same to me. I still have that state of happiness and joy it is independent of how others perceive me.
Let go of and heal and regenerate anything that might hold you back from healing and regenerating, and move on into a state of healing and regenerating. Use to live in the past due to PTSD but not anymore. I rarely think about the past anymore. More excited about the future
Mental, physical and emotional stress relief. I haven't felt any stress in a entire week. Haven't even felt drained from being in social situations with lots of people like I normally am.
Overcome the urge to change subs to avoid dealing with things the program is helping you with. Hmm I would have this problem before my "session" last week. The PTSD (Fear induced trauma) would just cause massive resistance. Now, not anymore. Though I might feel a lot of excitement about moving on the AM6 Refresher since I want to grow even more but I'm determine to cement these changes for at least up to 30 days.
Take full responsibility for your beliefs, thoughts, actions, choices and outcomes, and the results you get from using this program. Yep, I take full responsibility for all of it.
Learn what is necessary to let go of the past, so that you can let go of the past. I think this has mainly happened in my lucid dreams and some of my aha moments. I feel like I have already let go but now I feel like my subconscious is showing me something about my previous self so that I realize the "why" of why I was the way I was. I've actually found these instructive moments to be very enjoyable and instructive. Now I know how not to follow into the same hole again.
Repair yourself mentally, emotionally and sexually.Mission accomplished!
Self enabling and allowing for self healing and regeneration.Mission accomplished!
Forgive those who it would benefit you and your healing to forgive – including yourself. Already forgiven them and just laugh now that I let such idiots, who were probably damaged themselves, damage me.
Achieving balance mentally, physically and emotionally.Mission accomplished!
Anyway, that was my summary and will continue to run this for a couple more weeks. Just remember when life gives you Lemons, take the lemons, squeeze the lemon juice in life's eyes and laugh manically while life is rolling on the ground in pain. That is all!
Tech:
The Naturalizer: Allows the changes taking place to be accepted much more readily, and proceed naturally so that the change is as easy as possible. Yep, felt like I've always been this way though even though I know about a week ago I was totally different. That "old" person seems so foreign to me now. Like they were someone completely different.
The Optimus Engine [Version 3.0]: A specialized script and technology set that generates an intense focus on achieving the goal and finding creative and effective ways to do so that utilizes the full scope of your subconscious knowledge.I do believe this is why I was determined to find a cure for my ailment. Never was this motivated to cure this until I ran this program.
In-The-Moment State Shifting: Seeks to change the state of your awareness very quickly and while you listen to the program to better fit the achievement of the goal of the program. I definitely notice this every time I put on the sub now. Every time I use it now I seem to be put into a lucid dreaming state (My 24hr period for sub usage starts at 12am everyday). From what I heard lucid dreaming either happens in Theta or Delta if I remember correctly.
Triggered State Shifting: Seeks to change your state of awareness whenever you encounter a fear trigger, or a fear would otherwise be experienced. This requires longer term usage and possibly refreshing. Yep, gets triggered every time I would normally start to feel fear. It mostly only needs to be triggered when I'm in situations that I'm not familiar with (Fear of the unknown).
Automatic Self Training: Scripting designed to trigger your subconscious to automatically train itself to achieve the goal it is directed toward. Certainly feels like my mind has been doing this. Its actually gotten really good at this because its like, for example, someone will do something to get a rise out of (or hurt me) me and my automatic response is to totally disconnect from the response and then put on a "slight" smirk and laugh on the inside at their petty attempt to hurt me.
New Modules:
Healing and regenerating yourself mentally and emotionally. Mission accomplished!
Healing from emotional damage as a result of sexual dysfunction, trauma and abuse. I'm able to look back on the most traumatic PTSD moments in my life and just laugh at them. Now they just look like minor issues. As I've mention before though some of them aren't even detailed like they were before, very fuzzy to remember if I can remember well at all. Also, I have no shame around my sexual desires. I'm a man and I have them, which is perfectly natural.
Training yourself to heal and regenerate automatically. Even though this has mostly happened on a subconscious level I have done so consciously a few times. Whenever I have caught myself getting really really close to any sort of negativity (mainly thinking about macro, national like problems) I have caught myself and disconnected from the thought pattern. I can only control myself and not other people. I can help by by being part of the solution (being self actualized), not part of the problem (just another emotionally unhealthy person who doesn't think theirs anything wrong with them). I can help others if they let me but If they won't thats their choice I won't force the choice or use (GSF) to get them there.
Self compassion and self consideration in all the ways that maximize your self-healing, self regeneration and emotional pain relief. I love myself and see no major problems with myself. At the same time I don't keep myself from striving to be better.
Overcoming Guilt, Shame and Fear 5G (full script), plus additional tweaks to that script not found in the release version of that program as a stand alone. These things have pretty much been annihilated from my life. Fear only seems to show up around unfamiliar situations though its quickly taken care of almost automatically.
Training yourself to overcome guilt, shame and fear. Same as above ^
Outgrowing guilt, shame and fear. Pretty much same thing as above though there is something else. I noticed that I don't get angry at all. I think I read Shannon say something about Anger being associated with fear most of the time.. if so I simply don't have that associate anymore. I've just chosen to become "self amused" instead of angry now. Why Should I allow a @sshole to make a @sshole out of me and ruin my day? Just don't see the point in getting or being angry anymore
Learn whatever is necessary to outgrow guilt, shame and fear. Think I've pretty much just learned to be self amused when guilt,shame, fear, or anger would try rear their ugly heads. Its pretty much become my automatic response.
Projection of part of the awareness into the future in which the goals have been safely and successfully achieved, and then pulling the “now” self to that future through the connection. Not so sure about this one, so can't comment that much.
Optimus Engine 3.0 directed at achieving all the goals of the program safely and successfully. As I mentioned above I truly believe this is why I was so determined on healing myself.
Focus on overcoming guilt, shame and fear. Haven't been consciously focus on overcoming these but subconsciously might be a totally different story.
Disconnect from guilt, shame and fear, and allow yourself to work with them safely and as objectively as possible. Yep, I just totally disconnect from these and start laughing about the situation.
Make the process of overcoming guilt, shame and fear as enjoyable as possible. Apparently my subconscious took this quite literally and thought I should just amuse myself when these situations occur.
Appreciate yourself in all the right ways to allow for maximum success in self regeneration and healing. Have absolutely no problem appreciating myself now.
Let go of and stop needing/seeking the approval of and permission of others for your self-healing and regenerating. Yep, don't need anyone else's approval for anything anymore.
Give yourself approval and permission to live the life that allows you to heal and regenerate, stay healed and regenerated, and allows you to be genuinely happy, and to genuinely heal and regenerate. Yep, Have plans to run AM6, AYPs, and magnets again and I pretty known with certainty now that I will get all the skills I need from them to be successful in those areas.
Overcome The Victim Mentality (full script). Mission accomplished!
Deservedness for healing and regenerating and being healed and regenerated. I truly believe I deserve to feel the way I do now and that I didn't deserve to feel the way I use to.
End and prevent self pity and any desire to engage in it. Don't engage in this at all.
End and prevent any desire to have pity from others. Don't want anyone's self pity at all!
End and prevent self sabotage in self healing and regeneration. I think this is the main reason why I stopped playing FFXIV (Online MMO) and stopped watching porn. Playing FFXIV gave me the excuse that I was somewhat still interacting with other people, though through a TV screen. I just used that excuse so I could cut myself off from the world more because exposing myself to the world in a non-controlled environment meant having to face the "fear" of being hurt by people. Same thing with porn. I realized that I was afraid of emotional intimacy with a real woman because, once again, that would mean opening myself up and possibly being "hurt". I think this "fear" is why I resisted some of WM. Taking in the instructions in this program though I finally realized that no one can hurt me unless I allow them too. My experience with just laughing at someone trying to get a rise out of me, then them getting more angry and trying hard to affect me has made me realize this. With me acting like this the only one getting more hurt and angry is them
. On top of this I have cut out all sweets/deserts and sodas out of my diet.Physical, mental and emotional relaxation to maximize and benefit healing and regeneration. If I'm not in some happy, blissful state, I'm usually in a calm, tranquil relaxed state most of the time.
Positive Thinking, Positive Attitude (full program script). Really haven't had a negative thought at all and if I start getting close to one the automatic training just kicks in.
Neutralize internal negativity and make yourself immune to internal and external negativity. Yep, people's negativity just goes through one ear and out the other.
Allow for happiness, self healing and regenerating through genuine gratitude and appreciation. I've actually been more grateful than during any other time in my life this week. I can enjoy and appreciate the beauty around me a lot more without the negativity. I'm actually really grateful to be alive and appreciate each day i'm here.
Make yourself worthy of your own self love, and allow you to be loving towards yourself. Realize I'm very worthy of my own love and of being loved by someone else.
Fill yourself with unconditional, non-specific loving, healing and regenerating energy, and use it to help you heal and regenerate. Guess this has happened, not sure.
Like yourself, and if necessary, make yourself deserving of self liking and self love, and adjust yourself to be someone you can like and love. I love and am content with myself. The only downside, I guess you could call it, is that i've become so loving, and mellow that I've kinda of procrastinated with some of my online school work the last week or so. Just fell so content like I really don't have to do anything
Generate and maintain hope. I think its gone beyond hope really. I realize now I can pretty accomplish anything I desire just as long as I acquire the right tools
Generate and allow all necessary self confidence for healing and regenerating. Mostly shown itself in social confidence. I can say whatever I want to say and if I don't get the response I was wanting, psh whatever lol. I can still say anything I want and when I want so I have freedom which is the whole point.
Transform anger into a positive that assists in healing and regenerating not only the self, but the causes for the anger. Hmm Don't get angry anymore. "I don't get mad I get glad" (Corny I know).
Self esteem/respect/self worth and validity enhancement. Don't really need other people give me self worth or be happy. I don't mind being alone or being around other people, there both the same to me. I still have that state of happiness and joy it is independent of how others perceive me.
Let go of and heal and regenerate anything that might hold you back from healing and regenerating, and move on into a state of healing and regenerating. Use to live in the past due to PTSD but not anymore. I rarely think about the past anymore. More excited about the future
Mental, physical and emotional stress relief. I haven't felt any stress in a entire week. Haven't even felt drained from being in social situations with lots of people like I normally am.
Overcome the urge to change subs to avoid dealing with things the program is helping you with. Hmm I would have this problem before my "session" last week. The PTSD (Fear induced trauma) would just cause massive resistance. Now, not anymore. Though I might feel a lot of excitement about moving on the AM6 Refresher since I want to grow even more but I'm determine to cement these changes for at least up to 30 days.
Take full responsibility for your beliefs, thoughts, actions, choices and outcomes, and the results you get from using this program. Yep, I take full responsibility for all of it.
Learn what is necessary to let go of the past, so that you can let go of the past. I think this has mainly happened in my lucid dreams and some of my aha moments. I feel like I have already let go but now I feel like my subconscious is showing me something about my previous self so that I realize the "why" of why I was the way I was. I've actually found these instructive moments to be very enjoyable and instructive. Now I know how not to follow into the same hole again.
Repair yourself mentally, emotionally and sexually.Mission accomplished!
Self enabling and allowing for self healing and regeneration.Mission accomplished!
Forgive those who it would benefit you and your healing to forgive – including yourself. Already forgiven them and just laugh now that I let such idiots, who were probably damaged themselves, damage me.
Achieving balance mentally, physically and emotionally.Mission accomplished!
Anyway, that was my summary and will continue to run this for a couple more weeks. Just remember when life gives you Lemons, take the lemons, squeeze the lemon juice in life's eyes and laugh manically while life is rolling on the ground in pain. That is all!
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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