EPRHA 2.0 Day 4
This sub is a kick in the pants. Far more intense than what i experienced with BASE, at least initially. I'm directly targeting fears now and opening up to various levels of guilt and shame that are pretty deep.
One thing that LTU didn't touch from my run with it last year is my fear of spiders. Or at least I don't remember it affecting that. I have a mild fear of them and suddenly my room is like a festival of the damn things coming out of everywhere. I know 100% it's the internal manifestation of a VERY deep and long term fear of them I have had that's just now being dealt with. Yep, E 2.0 targets healing way way waaaay down deep.
My sleep is also very consistent over the past 4 days. I sleep early (mostly because im exhausted by like 9pm) and i get up around 4am, head to the gym, then kick ass grinding the biz.
I am also technically using the Rejuvenizers as recommended by ncbeareatingman, so my results are a sort of mix between E 2 and that, but I'm definitely going through a shift regardless.
I see the Rejuvenizer as an aura enhancer and E 2 as a rebalancing of internal energy, though you can argue that those are one and the same, but whatever.
I do generally think that E 2 is clearing up blockages for me which is slowly allowing me to become more productive overall without being so emotionally charged about the results i get. I have found that i can control my emotions quite a bit easier now and somehow this is also translating into greater focus and concentration because I am able to sit and work for quite a bit longer now, which is a nice surprise.
Three separate incidences of manifestations tell me that both blockages are being cleared and my ability to attract projected results is strengthening.
The first was an email alerting me about one of my business services having a sale. I've been wanting their service at a discount ever since i started my traffic biz, so a nice 50% discount (which is what i was asking for) was greatly welcomed.
The second was a deep curiosity about how one of my competitors delivers traffic. I've been wondering about his since about march without any real progress about their business model. Suddenly the second day into E 2 i had a mysterious email hit my inbox from some pen name marketer. Through a little digging i found that it was my competitor and they had somehow obtained my email (i certainly didn't give it to them) and they pretty much just handed me their marketing funnels on a plate having added me to their email subscriber lists.
I have to be a little open that my "digging" was a bit thorough. The dude tried to hide his tracks well, but I thank the heavens that I'm smart and I figured out who the mysterious email was from =)
The third was a minor change, but one that frustrated me since last year regarding my phone. Somehow, at a time I can't specifically remember, I accidentally changed all the text on my phone to be really really big, so it has been very annoying having to readjust my phone settings every time i look at it to read something. Like i said, this is a minor thing, but somehow on day 3 of E 2 while i was half asleep and trying to turn off my alarm clock, i reversed the setting and now everything is back to normal. That simple. After 6+ months of me consciously trying to get the darn thing back, it was my subconscious mind that had the answer.
These are the things i can attribute to E 2. Other things have come up, like clients from months ago suddenly messaging me for services (ka-ching lol) out of the blue. But i really can't deny the fear based stuff like the spiders, or the enhanced control of emotions thereby allowing me to sit and work for longer periods. Something big is happening and I'm greatly enjoying the journey so far.
This sub is a kick in the pants. Far more intense than what i experienced with BASE, at least initially. I'm directly targeting fears now and opening up to various levels of guilt and shame that are pretty deep.
One thing that LTU didn't touch from my run with it last year is my fear of spiders. Or at least I don't remember it affecting that. I have a mild fear of them and suddenly my room is like a festival of the damn things coming out of everywhere. I know 100% it's the internal manifestation of a VERY deep and long term fear of them I have had that's just now being dealt with. Yep, E 2.0 targets healing way way waaaay down deep.
My sleep is also very consistent over the past 4 days. I sleep early (mostly because im exhausted by like 9pm) and i get up around 4am, head to the gym, then kick ass grinding the biz.
I am also technically using the Rejuvenizers as recommended by ncbeareatingman, so my results are a sort of mix between E 2 and that, but I'm definitely going through a shift regardless.
I see the Rejuvenizer as an aura enhancer and E 2 as a rebalancing of internal energy, though you can argue that those are one and the same, but whatever.
I do generally think that E 2 is clearing up blockages for me which is slowly allowing me to become more productive overall without being so emotionally charged about the results i get. I have found that i can control my emotions quite a bit easier now and somehow this is also translating into greater focus and concentration because I am able to sit and work for quite a bit longer now, which is a nice surprise.
Three separate incidences of manifestations tell me that both blockages are being cleared and my ability to attract projected results is strengthening.
The first was an email alerting me about one of my business services having a sale. I've been wanting their service at a discount ever since i started my traffic biz, so a nice 50% discount (which is what i was asking for) was greatly welcomed.
The second was a deep curiosity about how one of my competitors delivers traffic. I've been wondering about his since about march without any real progress about their business model. Suddenly the second day into E 2 i had a mysterious email hit my inbox from some pen name marketer. Through a little digging i found that it was my competitor and they had somehow obtained my email (i certainly didn't give it to them) and they pretty much just handed me their marketing funnels on a plate having added me to their email subscriber lists.
I have to be a little open that my "digging" was a bit thorough. The dude tried to hide his tracks well, but I thank the heavens that I'm smart and I figured out who the mysterious email was from =)
The third was a minor change, but one that frustrated me since last year regarding my phone. Somehow, at a time I can't specifically remember, I accidentally changed all the text on my phone to be really really big, so it has been very annoying having to readjust my phone settings every time i look at it to read something. Like i said, this is a minor thing, but somehow on day 3 of E 2 while i was half asleep and trying to turn off my alarm clock, i reversed the setting and now everything is back to normal. That simple. After 6+ months of me consciously trying to get the darn thing back, it was my subconscious mind that had the answer.
These are the things i can attribute to E 2. Other things have come up, like clients from months ago suddenly messaging me for services (ka-ching lol) out of the blue. But i really can't deny the fear based stuff like the spiders, or the enhanced control of emotions thereby allowing me to sit and work for longer periods. Something big is happening and I'm greatly enjoying the journey so far.
