05-25-2016, 01:45 AM
So I read my journal first, then read Shannon's Journal, then read Shannon's Journal discussion.
I cried for a period, I'm not sure if it was pain or joy, probably a bit of both. I shadow boxed for a while to let out some excitement. Now I'm here.
Sigh indeed. How do you resist that? What's worse is I can tell how excited Shannon is about it by how playful he's been in recent posts.
My mind tells me stick with EPHRA2 but my body wants that sexy 5.5g so freaking bad.
So... currently my plan is finish up to 32 days of EPHRA2 and have a break up until the sexy time is released. My rationale is that you said it will include some fear/shame/guilt programming which can continue the momentum EPHRA2 has built up, then I can return to the healing time once I've had all the sexy time I need.
Does that sound like a good plan?
Side Note: I used to listen to EPHRA2 throughout sleep (8-10 hours) then listen for 1 hour on my commute to work so it ended right as I got in the door. But I've realized after my sleep I need the hour of commute for my brain to process everything it received the night before. If I go into work after using the commute to get another hour of EPHRA2 in, I can barely speak or write coherently. I can tell my brain CPU is working on something heavy in the background and only a small amount is left for me and my little day to day problems.
So I agree, less is more with this one. 8-10 hours seems plenty.
I cried for a period, I'm not sure if it was pain or joy, probably a bit of both. I shadow boxed for a while to let out some excitement. Now I'm here.
Sigh indeed. How do you resist that? What's worse is I can tell how excited Shannon is about it by how playful he's been in recent posts.
My mind tells me stick with EPHRA2 but my body wants that sexy 5.5g so freaking bad.
So... currently my plan is finish up to 32 days of EPHRA2 and have a break up until the sexy time is released. My rationale is that you said it will include some fear/shame/guilt programming which can continue the momentum EPHRA2 has built up, then I can return to the healing time once I've had all the sexy time I need.
Does that sound like a good plan?
Side Note: I used to listen to EPHRA2 throughout sleep (8-10 hours) then listen for 1 hour on my commute to work so it ended right as I got in the door. But I've realized after my sleep I need the hour of commute for my brain to process everything it received the night before. If I go into work after using the commute to get another hour of EPHRA2 in, I can barely speak or write coherently. I can tell my brain CPU is working on something heavy in the background and only a small amount is left for me and my little day to day problems.
So I agree, less is more with this one. 8-10 hours seems plenty.
