09-19-2023, 09:22 PM
I know this is gonna sound depressing but ever since I lost my both parents in the pandemic I have lost myself. I really dont know what has happened to me. I have been damaged. I look at myself in the mirror and I see a worthless and useless person.
I have lost interest in everything. I am not the man I was 2 years ago. I have never used EPRHA sub before. I thought about using it but I wasnt sure. I am now absolutely emotionally broken. Feels as if I have lost all the progress I made years ago.
I have been to jail twice in the last for false accusations and it has traumatised me. Meds/Psychiatrist ...nothing works.
Idk what else to say. Just this is where I will begin my healing phase.
Doing 1 loop daily, seems to help me sleep and relax me well.
I have lost interest in everything. I am not the man I was 2 years ago. I have never used EPRHA sub before. I thought about using it but I wasnt sure. I am now absolutely emotionally broken. Feels as if I have lost all the progress I made years ago.
I have been to jail twice in the last for false accusations and it has traumatised me. Meds/Psychiatrist ...nothing works.
Idk what else to say. Just this is where I will begin my healing phase.
Doing 1 loop daily, seems to help me sleep and relax me well.