Have you no shame? - OGSF 5G | EPRHA 2.0

[LionKing]

+One note has been that whenever I'll have a really good day, then the next day or three will be total shit. Its oddly consistent and a bit discouraging, though I am starting to expect it now. But on average the slope is upwards.

This has been my experience as well. Today is one of those shit days. I am getting the nagging feeling of doing something different than E2, but I also feel like the major breakthroughs are still on the horizon. Hang in there with me.

Yeah sometimes I'll notice that I've been thinking about changing subs for a few days already and that tips me to that something is off, or being processed, or I'm resisting. On the good days I don't even think about changing subs, because its already good. Despite the doubts, I also think E2 is worth hanging on to. Thanks for the reminder.

Gotta remind myself its only been 2 months, and I feel like a different person. After 6-12 months.. who knows, really. Maybe subs will just be a way to keep focus on some specific vibe I might want, a way to amplify that, and not about fixing anything or really even changing anything too important.