Today I felt a lot of resistance. Nothing bad even happened today at all. I've just been keeping my hours high and trying to get my work done as soon as possible.
The thing is, I didn't even feel bad about going to the class that I don't like. I started to get a pain body attack just walking through the campus, simply because I passed by some hot girls. That's really ridiculous to think about, but it happened.
I'm in an odd place right now. I've wondered to myself if I should go talk to the girls now or later. I was feeling a bit better about it late last week, but with the way it was today, I feel inclined to wait until all the rage, anger, and resentment towards girls are gone before I start actively meeting new girls. I think that if I don't wait, I'll only be able to produce the same results I have had in the past.
I'm planning to have enough time to do tai chi and a short ab workout tonight. I think I definitely should do the tai chi.
Shannon, if you read this, how come I still feel the emotional attacks while I'm listening to the subliminal? I thought the in the moment state shifting would stop that, but maybe I didn't fully understand.
The thing is, I didn't even feel bad about going to the class that I don't like. I started to get a pain body attack just walking through the campus, simply because I passed by some hot girls. That's really ridiculous to think about, but it happened.
I'm in an odd place right now. I've wondered to myself if I should go talk to the girls now or later. I was feeling a bit better about it late last week, but with the way it was today, I feel inclined to wait until all the rage, anger, and resentment towards girls are gone before I start actively meeting new girls. I think that if I don't wait, I'll only be able to produce the same results I have had in the past.
I'm planning to have enough time to do tai chi and a short ab workout tonight. I think I definitely should do the tai chi.
Shannon, if you read this, how come I still feel the emotional attacks while I'm listening to the subliminal? I thought the in the moment state shifting would stop that, but maybe I didn't fully understand.
