Recap
I was the fat kid in grade school. I was shamed and bullied for it. I internalized the shame and learned to believe deep down that I was disgusting and undesirable. Incredibly low confidence. No sense of masculinity. Beta friends, beta life, most of which has been completely devoid of contact/relationships with women. At 25 I had my first and only girlfriend/kiss/lay to date. I'll be 30 this year.
Present
I'm in the best shape of my life. Who knew that under the fat suit was an above-average looking (or so I'm told) guy? I ran AM6 twice over the past year. You can read my journal HERE. I've improved in the areas of confidence, fear, and shame, but I still have a ways to go. I'm ready however to steer that development in the direction of Sex Magnet—my goal all along.
I want to become the sales page. There's not much I can write without regurgitating something from it, other than this: I want to feel deserving of any woman that I am attracted to. I want to be completely blind to how attractive she is, from the standpoint of feeling completely entitled to social and sexual relations with her. And I want to be a sex god.
I don't expect to achieve the level I'm shooting for in one run. I'm going to be working on my biggest mental hurdles. I think about the person I was before and after AM6, and I'm excited to see where this goes.
Lastly, I was reluctant to run another 6 stage program so soon because 12 hours a day on AM6 really limited my free time and felt like a burden towards the end. I am committing to 10-11 hours a day on this program.
I was the fat kid in grade school. I was shamed and bullied for it. I internalized the shame and learned to believe deep down that I was disgusting and undesirable. Incredibly low confidence. No sense of masculinity. Beta friends, beta life, most of which has been completely devoid of contact/relationships with women. At 25 I had my first and only girlfriend/kiss/lay to date. I'll be 30 this year.
Present
I'm in the best shape of my life. Who knew that under the fat suit was an above-average looking (or so I'm told) guy? I ran AM6 twice over the past year. You can read my journal HERE. I've improved in the areas of confidence, fear, and shame, but I still have a ways to go. I'm ready however to steer that development in the direction of Sex Magnet—my goal all along.
I want to become the sales page. There's not much I can write without regurgitating something from it, other than this: I want to feel deserving of any woman that I am attracted to. I want to be completely blind to how attractive she is, from the standpoint of feeling completely entitled to social and sexual relations with her. And I want to be a sex god.
I don't expect to achieve the level I'm shooting for in one run. I'm going to be working on my biggest mental hurdles. I think about the person I was before and after AM6, and I'm excited to see where this goes.
Lastly, I was reluctant to run another 6 stage program so soon because 12 hours a day on AM6 really limited my free time and felt like a burden towards the end. I am committing to 10-11 hours a day on this program.
Under heaven all can see beauty as beauty only because there is ugliness.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
All can know good as good only because there is evil.
