AM6 Journal - The beast awakens

[JJ54]

I'm just starting Stage 3 today. I'll keep note on the auras once I'm deep within the stage though.

[koshas]

I think everyone's different in how and when they process the subs.

I have been seeing shifts all through doing am5 currently on s2 of am6.

I can clearly say things have changed a lot for me.

[LiquidMind]

I just came from mcdonalds after finishing work and I begin flirting with the girl serving me - wtf?

I literally stepped in and then gave her a booming smile and then began making light humour of her trying to explain the menu items to me and began a little nlp but by the time my order came i had to leave otherwise it'd look weird me staying for no reason lol

Also notice a complete 180 in terms of socialising. I would be a recluse and just not speak to anyone but now I am making small talk, offering observations and just being more expressive and offering variety in when I talk. Usually I would be monotone and not very interested in people but now I am bright, charming and charismatic with most people. If people do bs to me instead of snapping I will make fun of them and joke about it. If they get offended or continue with pissing me off then I will lay into them verbally.


Wow stage 3 is a beast for integral change. Really beginning to see major differences. Just need to focus on my goals and objectives and I'm golden.

[LiquidMind]

Just done a quick personality test to gauge where I am at since beginning the Alpha male 6 subs and came across this as my result:

ENTP PERSONALITY

Follow the path of the unsafe, independent thinker. Expose your ideas to the dangers of controversy. Speak your mind and fear less the label of 'crack-pot' than the stigma of conformity. And on issues that seem important to you, stand up and be counted at any cost.
Thomas J. Watson
The ENTP personality type is the ultimate devil's advocate, thriving on the process of shredding arguments and beliefs and letting the ribbons drift in the wind for all to see. Unlike their more determined Judging (J) counterparts, ENTPs don't do this because they are trying to achieve some deeper purpose or strategic goal, but for the simple reason that it's fun. No one loves the process of mental sparring more than ENTPs, as it gives them a chance to exercise their effortlessly quick wit, broad accumulated knowledge base, and capacity for connecting disparate ideas to prove their points.


ENTP

PERSONALITY: ENTP

VARIANT: ASSERTIVE

ROLE: ANALYST

ENTP STRENGTHS

Knowledgeable - ENTPs rarely pass up a good opportunity to learn something new, especially abstract concepts. This information isn't usually absorbed for any planned purpose as with dedicated studying, people with the ENTP personality type just find it fascinating.
Quick Thinkers - ENTPs have tremendously flexible minds, and are able to shift from idea to idea without effort, drawing on their accumulated knowledge to prove their points, or their opponents', as they see fit.
Original - Having little attachment to tradition, ENTP personalities are able to discard existing systems and methods and pull together disparate ideas from their extensive knowledge base, with a little raw creativity to hold them together, to formulate bold new ideas. If presented with chronic, systemic problems and given rein to solve them, ENTPs respond with unabashed glee.
Excellent Brainstormers - Nothing is quite as enjoyable to ENTPs as analyzing problems from every angle to find the best solutions. Combining their knowledge and originality to splay out every aspect of the subject at hand, rejecting without remorse options that don't work and presenting ever more possibilities, ENTPs are irreplaceable in brainstorming sessions.
Charismatic - People with the ENTP personality type have a way with words and wit that others find intriguing. Their confidence, quick thought and ability to connect disparate ideas in novel ways create a style of communication that is charming, even entertaining, and informative at the same time.
Energetic - When given a chance to combine these traits to examine an interesting problem, ENTPs can be truly impressive in their enthusiasm and energy, having no qualms with putting in long days and nights to find a solution.


ENTP WEAKNESSES

Very Argumentative - If there's anything ENTPs enjoy, it's the mental exercise of debating an idea, and nothing is sacred. More consensus-oriented personality types rarely appreciate the vigor with which ENTP personalities tear down their beliefs and methods, leading to a great deal of tension.
Insensitive - Being so rational, ENTPs often misjudge others feelings and push their debates well past others' tolerance levels. People with this personality type don't really consider emotional points to be valid in such debates either, which magnifies the issue tremendously.
Intolerant - Unless people are able to back up their ideas in a round of mental sparring, ENTPs are likely to dismiss not just the ideas but the people themselves. Either a suggestion can stand up to rational scrutiny or it's not worth bothering with.
Can Find It Difficult to Focus - The same flexibility that allows ENTPs to come up with such original plans and ideas makes them readapt perfectly good ones far too often, or to even drop them entirely as the initial excitement wanes and newer thoughts come along. Boredom comes too easily for ENTPs, and fresh thoughts are the solution, though not always a helpful one.
Dislike Practical Matters - ENTPs are interested in what could be - malleable concepts like ideas and plans that can be adapted and debated. When it comes to hard details and day-to-day execution where creative flair isn't just unnecessary but actually counter-productive, ENTP personalities lose interest, often with the consequence of their plans never seeing the light of day.

I believe this to be very accurate. I never comform to social bs. I never like doing things the normal way. On top of that I was going to go into Law as a career as I love arguing topics and showing people up with my intelligence haha even if people hate it. In my real life I have a long queue of people who don't like me and I do not give 2 shits whether that is the case. These subs are just giving me the confidence to showcase my personality boldly. Interesting read for people wanting to know more about their personality

Test done here - http://www.16personalities.com/


Peace

LM

[AlphaMind]

A fellow ENTP! Nice

[DarthXedonias]

I'm interested to see what you started out as well. Not to mention to see if your personality might change after completing AM6. I will probably make a post in the MBTI personality thread in the chatter box about your results later. So far it seems like we have a lot of INTP, INTJs, and ENTPs on the forum.

[LiquidMind]

Today felt weird but not in a bad way. Tonight at work I was exceptionally polite and sincere with people. Genuine thanks and conversations with people and the receptionist who considered me a weirdo jerk because of my past betaness is now slightly warming to me due to my new nature.

I still don't take rubbish but tonight felt more of a "I feel like a pure angel" mode.

I'm also now much more social and people are loving the new changes in me. Also 2 female dealers are finding themselves entranced by me. One was like "so you're coming to the gym on monday yes?" "please come to gym" "im in at X and X time" " i will watch you work out" ..O_o okay girl calm down

Feeling a lot happier and i'm smiling a lot more too (which is very important in social settings no matter how shit you feel inside)

More to come just thought i'd post some new thoughts from this evening. I think stage 3 turns you into more of a compassionate and sincere alpha rather than a jerkish asshole alpha.

[LiquidMind]

What did you start as?

ENTP has some cool personalities, both real and fictional.

I believe I started out as a INTJ but I can't be entirely accurate. It was a long time ago I did it but it definitely had an I at the beginning which is contrasting differently from the recent test I did which is an E

I feel like I am growing exponentially in terms of extroversion.

What personalities are you guys?


LM

[DarthXedonias]

What did you start as?

ENTP has some cool personalities, both real and fictional.

I believe I started out as a INTJ but I can't be entirely accurate. It was a long time ago I did it but it definitely had an I at the beginning which is contrasting differently from the recent test I did which is an E

I feel like I am growing exponentially in terms of extroversion.

What personalities are you guys?


LM

Theres actually a list of some of the forum member's personalities here:

http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-What-M...ty-are-you

[LiquidMind]

So since starting the Alpha male subs people have been behaving differently around me and to me.

Let me explain

My best friend of 12 years parents know me for the same length. Now his mother is a complete control freak and likes to control people and be bossy. In my beta past I never really questioned it because for the most part she was polite but still trying to boss us around essentially.

Now come stage 3 and she doesn't like me any more. I went round to my mates house at the weekend and I was completely disrespected in front of my friends and my friends dad (who is sorted and cool..go figure) I never felt such rage from anything in my life. I think its more to do with the fact that I knew them for so long and for her to just do this is setting my mind alight with fury.

I'm never stepping foot in their house again. I do not care who you are in this world. I never come down for anyone. Not my friends parents, not authorities not even the queen or president. NO ONE!

Certain people at work also dislike me too which is hilarious as it shows the subs are working harder than ever right now and I am loving the growth. Despite connections with old friends being cut down which is to be expected from the Alpha male subs I am excited for the new opportunities to meet new people and make friends with guys who are not going to betray me and stab me in the back.


Had to get it off my chest because its a new big change but im happy that I have stood up for myself.

- Be your own man and stand up for oneself - Check!

LM

[LiquidMind]

Btw just did another personality test and got ENTP again!

Seems to be conclusive evidence that I am indeed an ENTP

[Fonzy3]

Me too. Seems like a lot of, out going, dominant men are.

[LiquidMind]

Yesterday I bought 5HTP supplements. What these do is restore and increase serotonin levels in the body. Serotonin is responsible for many things in the body including mood regulation and being an anti depressant.

Given my depression for years before I used the Alpha male subs I know these are going to be great. I can feel much much better already. It is definitely having an impact in putting me in a good mood.

Combined with the subs I am feeling unstoppable now.

If any of you guys need any alternative for mood enhancements and general depression then give 5HTP a go. It is a natural and harmless alternative!


More to come

LM

[LiquidMind]

The 5HTP is a big help in my day to day now. Socialising is easier now that my mood is increased.

The subs are still working for me and soon enough it'll be time for stage 4

Stage 3 ive seen the most change. But it swung both ways. Sure i felt good at time and then there were occasions where I was super angry and frustrated at times too.

I think stage 4 will be a smoother and calmer version bringing together all the good stuff from the first 3 stages. Then the secret ingredient begins kicking in at stage 4 regarding the transition into sm3

More to come

LM